'Abd al-Rahman Khan, Amir of Afghanistan, -1901; Afghanistan -- History; Kabul (Afghanistan)
I have often been asked, “But didn’t you find it lonely in Kabul?” and in
giving an affirmative answer, the memory of the many weary hours spent
alone after worktime is always brought back to me. In the loneliness of
life in Kabul lies its worst feature, and the effect on one of living
such a life for several years is far from beneficial, but the extent of
the ill effect produced is not properly estimated until one returns to
civilization. There is no social intercourse between the Afghans and
Europeans, the utmost in this way being a ceremonious call, on some
feastday, by those who are well disposed towards the English, and this
is generally a compliment for which a substantial return is expected by
those who pay it.
The loneliness is worse in the winter than in the summer, for then the
days are short, and the evenings from four o’clock until bedtime seem
interminable, and it gets worse as the winter progresses, for there is
little to make time pass but read, and one gets tired of that when
there is nothing else to do for several hours each day, and especially
so when there is seldom a new book to read. I used to welcome work which
necessitated the preparation of plans and drawings, because I could do
these after nightfall and make the time pass more quickly; and when all
else failed as a means of amusement, I got one of the clocks and took it
to pieces and cleaned it, and otherwise damaged it. Another work I left
for the evening was the analysis of ores which were sent from all parts
of the country to the Amir, who passed them on to me, and I was glad of
them as a means of making time pass. Altogether it is very different
to what it is in India or England, where the evenings may be passed
pleasantly in so many ways.
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