Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
He smiled. Colter's smile was pleasant, with a row of not too regular,
but very white teeth. "I used to know it by heart," he confessed; he
seemed to forget Shipman and Minga, standing there observing. Once more
the strange look came over his face, and he said rather eagerly, "For
a time it seemed to open a door, but I----" Suddenly the man turned
sharply, so sharply that the girl was startled. "Where was that?" he
demanded thickly. "When did it happen? What was it that made my head
cloud and the long illness? Who was I before that? Where was I then?"
With a furious blush he shook his head as though to shake off a fatal
spell; he turned to Shipman and Minga. "I--I beg your pardon; I
shouldn't have spoken. It comes over me like that; I forgot for the
moment."
Watts Shipman stood strangely quiet. The lawyer's look was that of a
man who himself gropes for a clue and yet is suspicious. "But, yes,"
he said quietly, not without a slight touch of patronage, "if there is
anything you want to straighten out, speak out, don't be afraid of us."
But Colter groaned. His look first of horror was altered to that of
great mental struggle. The hands clenching at his side, the fine face
blunted and torn by some doubt and fear; it was all too much for the
girl who had rescued him. Sard started toward him; she put out her hand
as to protect. "Hush!" she said, "you must not try to remember;" then,
soothingly, "try to keep your mind just where it is now. Here! With us!"
The man turned slowly toward her; he straightened up obediently,
looking from face to face, then all around the scene where they stood;
the clear "race" murmuring about them, the little sandy shore, the tea
baskets and shawls tumbled on the ground; he passed his hand over his
face and, half-groaning, a baffled expression as of a half-formed word
broke from his lips. "Did I frighten you?" he asked piteously. "I am
afraid I frightened you. I--I was----" He groaned, and it was a groan
like human tears.
Sard, who was trembling now in every limb, denied it stoutly, but Minga
looked resentful and suspicious. The older girl who had originally
guessed what was the matter with Colter, that complete forgetfulness
had swept his mind blank of vital things, felt her own sense of dismay.
That the man was not playing at this thing, that he had altogether lost
his sense of personal identity, she was sure, but back of that, what
lay back of that? Then with a hot shame she remembered the tenderness
that had come into her voice as she said, "Hush," to this man; as if
she had spoken to a child.
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