Amnesiacs -- Fiction; New York (State) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Trials -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Dunstan heard the squeaking voice in silence. The afternoon had been
long and hot. Things had risen in him that made his veins seem full of
fire. He looked this way and that, like a trapped creature that smells
clean water and wants to get to it. His ears were singing, his eyes
burning, and he dreaded both the return of the two decent girls whom he
loved and a possible evening spent with the two girls before him. He
tried to speak but he knew that his own accent was thick and uncertain,
and he could have burst into tears. There was Cinny lying abandoned,
disheveled, her small beautiful form too well revealed by the large
meshed transparent jersey she wore, her white face soggy and debauched,
her corn-silk hair dampened and matted. A sense of degradation came to
Dunstan. The fact that the other two could not and would not feel this
obsessed him. Cinny was such a little fool. He stood on the bank and
raged childishly.
"We couldn't be commoner if we were wharf rats! I've seen Chinatown
people behaving better than--than we have. We're a lot of vile pigs."
It was characteristic of Dunstan that he included himself in the
indictment. He turned toward the snake-wreathed Gertrude.
"You knew that stuff was drugged, and you fed it to us all," the boy,
staring disgustedly on the three, half sobbed in his frenzy. He went to
the bank's edge nervously, gesticulating. "It was a rotten trick, and
I--well, I know that we've behaved like swine, and I'll say so. Yes,
I don't care, I'll bawl us out. I'll bawl myself out--I'll----" Poor
Dunstan flung out his arms in a passionate gesture.
"Aw!" they jeered. "Aw, say!" But the beringed Tawny also rose. He
stood wobbling his canoe, stabbing at the water aimlessly, and the
oratorical manner he maintained would have been funny, had not his very
words revealed his befuddled condition.
"Well, I can tell you," he swore solemnly, "that you insult these
ladies. Yes, sir! That's it, you insult 'em. If I had a gun I'd crown
you--yes. That's it, you insult these ladies." Tawny's tongue seemed to
cleave to the roof of his mouth; he wet his lips. With a surly squint
of the eyes, he faced the youth on the bank.
"These ladies" did not seem particularly resentful on their own
account. But the squalidness of it all, the silly and disgusting
company in which he found himself, burned up into Dunstan's head. The
boy almost hopped as he strode toward Tawny.
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