Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
The monk, however, put him aside with a gesture. He said “I will walk
down to the _San Cristofero_ with—_my friend_.”
XXIX.
After Many Days.
“Think! the shadow on the dial,
For the nature most undone,
Marks the passing of the trial,
Proves the presence of the sun.”
E. B. BROWNING.
Fray Fernando had not been unmoved by his interview with Walter Grey. The
young Englishman had avowed to him, frankly and fearlessly, that he had
been taught to confess his sins to God, and to Him alone. And yet, he
added, to such a man as Fray Fernando, who had shown him much kindness,
and who for years, and he doubted not for wisdom also, might be truly
called his father, he would not refuse, nay, he should be glad to make a
candid confession of his past misdeeds, which were many. Fray Fernando
thought this speech evinced some hopeful dispositions, but at the same
time great ignorance, if not wilful misunderstanding, of the true
nature of confession. He therefore essayed the necessary explanations;
and these in turn gave rise to numerous questions from Walter, most
respectfully and even deferentially worded, yet very difficult to answer
satisfactorily. Fray Fernando found it a hard task to prove the necessity
of confession and the virtue of penance. For Walter had been taught
controversy almost from his cradle, and did no discredit to the teaching.
More than once Fray Fernando had well-nigh lost patience with him;
but his utter helplessness, and the terrible penalties that hung
suspended over his head, moved the compassion of the friar, and made him
forbearing. And at last he succeeded in winning from the lips of the
Englishman the admission, that although his scruples as to some parts of
the doctrine and discipline of the Church were as yet unremoved, he was
desirous of receiving instruction upon these subjects. Professing himself
contented with this _for the present_, he agreed to postpone the ceremony
of confession to a future occasion; and in the meantime to allow Walter
to tell his story, not as penitent to priest, but as man to man.
The simple narrative, frankly and naturally told, was not without its
effect upon the monk. Of the horrors of the inquisitorial dungeon Walter
said little, almost nothing—and yet Fray Fernando shuddered. Good
Catholic as he had lived up to this hour, and thoroughly free, in thought
and word, from the stain of heresy, he still regarded the prisons of the
Holy Office with terror, not quite unmixed with a strange fascination.
Perhaps this was because his own faith was so far above suspicion, that
he could freely afford to pity the victims of heresy. Or perhaps it was
because his heart, or that of some one he loved, had once bled beneath
the relentless sword of St. Dominic.
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