Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
José allowed him to take it in his hand. “It has a story?” said the monk.
“Tell me, my son, if you will. We are all the world to each other now.”
“The story of one I loved—and lost,” José murmured, in a voice like the
ghost of his natural one. “It was Don Francisco Solis who robbed me,
making my life desolate. As, every day, his people rob mine. And,” he
added yet more sorrowfully, “Christ, the King, does not help us!”
“José, José, come near to me.”
José came near. The monk raised himself, drew his arm tenderly round him,
and held him to his heart. “Oh, my son,” he asked very gently, “can you
not trust Him still?”
“Still,—even still,—I hold the Saviour. At least, I hope He holds me. But
the King—”
“Is strong to save us yet,” said Fray Fernando.
“To save _us_?—It may be. But what are we two, down here in the hold,
with only two lives to lose? It is my people I think of—my people! For
them my heart is heavy as stone, cold as ice of the Antis. Day and
night, patre, I see visions and dream dreams. Faces look upon me—dark
faces, growing ghastly in dungeons like this—agonized faces—faces of the
tortured and famine-stricken, of the women and little children who weep
in secret places, and there is none to pity them.”
“None—upon earth,” Fray Fernando interposed. “But, you know—”
“I _know_ nothing. I try to believe, even yet, that He cares,” said
José, whose heart was sickening now with the sorest of all doubts. “Ay,
patre,” he went on more earnestly, “He said, ‘I have compassion on the
multitude.’ In those happy days at Callao, when I came to know Him
first, I put my finger on that word, I knelt down and pleaded it with
Him—for my people. And I believed surely that He would do them right at
last. It was so well with me that I never doubted it would be well with
all I loved. But in those dreary weeks, shut up in that hateful Santa
Casa, hope faded from me day by day. Not hope for myself. Still, when
He calls, I can give my soul up to Him without fear. But my people—my
people! Who shall show me any light or hope for them? Must wrong and
cruelty go on for ever and ever—none to help, none to save?”
Fray Fernando’s heart went up in an agony of earnest prayer for his
beloved son, in this hour of sore and bitter need. At last he said, “But
where you trust your own soul, José, you can surely trust all else that
your heart holds dear?”
“I suppose so,” José murmured. “At least I ought. But all is dark—dark.
Wrong triumphs always. Nothing seems to come right.”
Fray Fernando had reached the place of sunshine, far up on the mountain
summit, very near the sky. But José was still in the _Puna_, the land of
mist and rain, where no sunbeams pierce the thick dark veil of clouds.
“José,” said the monk once again, “I pray you, do not think of men. Think
of Christ. Look to Him.”
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