Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New WorldAlcock, Deborah
History
Under the Southern Cross : $b A tale of the New World
Alcock, Deborah
Peru -- History -- 1548-1820 -- Fiction
“_You_ to blame, Cousin George! No—a thousand times, no!” Walter cried;
but there was a look in the bronzed face of the sea-captain that warned
him to be silent, and to hear the rest.
“The captain says,” continued the patient narrator, “that although he was
well aware of his young kinsman’s passion for the seaman’s life, he yet
took no pains either to win or to keep his friendship and confidence.
On the contrary, he treated him with scorn, as a child, a book-worm,
a landlubber; though all the time in his heart he envied his superior
bearing. He rather made-believe to despise him, lest he should be
despised by him. At last they had an open quarrel; and a very foolish,
childish quarrel it looks now.”
“So it was, on my part,” was Walter’s commentary.
“Worse on mine,” said the captain. Then, in his eagerness, quite
forgetful of the effect of the confusion of tongues, he finally discarded
the chaplain’s mediation, and spoke in his own language and his own
person:—“Cousin Walter, I mocked and taunted you, and that bitterly. I
was sorry a moment afterwards, as I tell you now. I need tell no man
whether I was sorry when I knew you were gone—driven from us, likely
enough, by those angry words. I laid the sin from that moment at my
own door. And your letter, which you wrote to your mother from the
_English Merchantman_, only made matters worse with me. Had I not been
as blind as a mole, I could have guessed what was likely to happen, and
might have hindered it. But I said nothing to any man; and a few days
after, we weighed anchor, and off with us to the Turkish seas. A man
is apt to forget things, knocking about the world, as I have done from
my childhood. Yet, should I reach the age of the patriarchs that lived
before the Flood, never—never shall I forget my last home-coming. The
_English Merchantman_ touched London Quay a matter of three days before
us. She brought home that tale about you, left on the deck of the Spanish
ship—whether living or dead, no man knew for certain. If you had seen
my father’s face when he told it to me! Woman’s tears are bad enough—and
neither my mother nor Lilias spared theirs—but man’s grief is worse to
see. And my father blamed himself; though, indeed, _he_ was blameless
in the matter. All made their minds up at once that you were dead. But,
for my part, I never thought so. And by-and-by I learned what made me
certain you were not. My mother went to yours, to comfort her in her
sore anguish. When she came back to us, these were her words: ‘My sister
lives, because she hopes and prays still.’ Then I took my resolution.
Straightway I arose, and went to my father, and told him everything.
‘Father,’ I said, ‘I drove Walter away. Therefore I should peril goods
and life to end this horrible suspense, and bring back—himself, if
it may be; if not, certain tidings of him. Do not withhold me. It is
borne in upon me that I should do this thing.’ But he shook his head,
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