Algeria -- Fiction; British -- Algeria -- Fiction; France. Armée. Légion étrangère -- Fiction; Love stories
She bent her superb head silently, whether in acquiescence or rejection
he could not well resolve with himself, and turned to the staff
officers, among them the heir of a princely semi-royal French House, who
surrounded her, and sorely begrudged the moments she had given to those
miniature carvings and the private soldier who had wrought them. She was
no coquette; she was of too imperial a nature, had too lofty a pride,
and was too difficult to charm or to enchain; but those meditative,
brilliant, serene eyes had a terrible gift of awakening without ever
seeking love, and of drawing without ever recompensing homage.
Crouched down among her rose-hued covert, Cigarette had watched and
heard; her teeth set tightly, her breath coming and going swiftly, her
hand clinched close on the butts of her pistols; fiery curses, with all
the infinite variety in cursing of a barrack repertoire, chasing one
another in hot, fast mutterings of those bright lips, that should have
known nothing except a child's careless and innocent song.
She had never looked at a beautiful, high-born woman before, holding
them in gay, satirical disdain as mere butterflies who could not prime
a revolver and fire it off to save their own lives, if ever such need
arose. But now she studied one through all the fine, quickened, unerring
instincts of jealousy; and there is no instinct in the world that gives
such thorough appreciation of the very rival it reviles. She saw the
courtly negligence, the regal grace, the fair, brilliant loveliness, the
delicious, serene languor, of a pure aristocrate for the very first time
to note them, and they made her heart sick with a new and deadly sense;
they moved her much as the white, delicate carvings of the lotus-lilies
had done; they, like the carvings, showed her all she had missed. She
dropped her head suddenly like a wounded bird, and the racy, vindictive
camp oaths died off her lips. She thought of herself as she had danced
that mad bacchic bamboula amid the crowd of shouting, stamping, drunken,
half-infuriated soldiery; and for the moment she hated herself more even
than she hated that patrician yonder.
“I know what he meant now!” she pondered, and her spirited, sparkling,
brunette face was dark and weary, like a brown, sun-lightened brook
over whose radiance the heavy shadow of some broad-spread eagle's wings
hovers, hiding the sun.
She looked once, twice, thrice, more inquiringly, envyingly, thirstily;
then, as the band under the cedars rolled out their music afresh, and
light laughter echoed to her from the terrace, she turned and
wound herself back under the cover of the shrubs; not joyously and
mischievously as she had come, but almost as slowly, almost as sadly, as
a hare that the greyhounds have coursed drags itself through the grasses
and ferns.
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