Algeria -- Fiction; British -- Algeria -- Fiction; France. Armée. Légion étrangère -- Fiction; Love stories
The keen ear of the sick man caught the inflection of an impatience, of
a mortification, in the tone that the speaker himself was unconscious
of. He guessed the truth--that Cecil had never felt more restless under
the shadow of the Eagles than he had done when he had carried his sword
up in the salute as he passed with his regiment the flagstaff where
the aristocracy of Algiers had been gathered about the Marshal and his
staff, and the azure eyes of Mme. la Princesse had glanced carelessly
and critically over the long line of gray horses of those Chasseurs
d'Afrique among whom he rode a bas-officier.
“Cigarette is right,” said Ramon, with a slight smile. “Your heart is
with your old order. You are an aristocrat.”
“Indeed I am not, mon ami; I am a mere trooper.”
“Now! Well, keep your history as you have always done, if you will. What
my friend was matters nothing; I know well what he is, and how true a
friend. As for Milady, she will be best out of your path, Victor. Women!
God!--they are so fatal!”
“Does not our folly make their fatality?”
“Not always; not often. The madness may be ours, but they sow it. Ah! do
they not know how to rouse and enrage it; how to fan, to burn, to lull,
to pierce, to slake, to inflame, to entice, to sting? Heavens! so well
they know--that their beauty must come, one thinks, out of hell itself!”
His great eyes gleamed like fire, his hollow chest panted for breath,
the sweat stood out on his temples. Cecil sought to soothe him, but his
words rushed on with the impetuous course of the passionate memories
that arose in him.
“Do you know what brought me here? No! As little as I know what brought
you, though we have been close comrades all these years. Well, it was
she! I was an artist. I had no money, I had few friends; but I had
youth, I had ambition, I had, I think, genius, till she killed it. I
loved my art with a great love, and I was happy. Even in Paris one
can be so happy without wealth, while one is young. The mirth of the
Barriere--the grotesques of the Halles--the wooden booths on New Year's
Day--the bright midnight crowds under the gaslights--the bursts of music
from the gay cafes--the gray little nuns flitting through the snow--the
Mardi Gras and the Old-World fooleries--the summer Sundays under the
leaves while we laughed like children--the silent dreams through the
length of the Louvre--dreams that went home with us and made our garret
bright with their visions--one was happy in them--happy, happy!”
His eyes were still fastened on the blank, white wall before him while
he spoke, as though the things that his words sketched so faintly were
painted in all their vivid colors on the dull, blank surface. And so in
truth they were, as remembrance pictured all the thousand perished hours
of his youth.
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