Algeria -- Fiction; British -- Algeria -- Fiction; France. Armée. Légion étrangère -- Fiction; Love stories
This day she went down to see a dowager Baroness aunt, out at Hampton
Court--really went, she was never so imprudent as to falsify her word;
and with the Dowager, who was very deaf and purblind, dined at Richmond,
while the world thought her dining at Hampton Court. It was nothing to
anyone, since none knew it to gossip about, that Cecil joined her there;
that over the Star and Garter repast they arranged their meeting at
Baden next month; that while the Baroness dozed over the grapes and
peaches--she had been a beauty herself, in her own day, and still had
her sympathies--they went on the river, in the little toy that he kept
there for his fair friends' use; floating slowly along in the coolness
of evening, while the stars loomed out in the golden trail of the
sunset, and doing a graceful scene a la Musset and Meredith, with a
certain languid amusement in the assumption of those poetic guises, for
they were of the world worldly; and neither believed very much in the
other.
When you have just dined well, and there has been no fault in the
clarets, and the scene is pretty, if it be not the Nile in the
afterglow, the Arno in the moonlight, or the Loire in vintage-time, but
only the Thames above Richmond, it is the easiest thing in the world to
feel a touch of sentiment when you have a beautiful woman beside you who
expects you to feel it. The evening was very hot and soft. There was
a low south wind, the water made a pleasant murmur, wending among its
sedges. She was very lovely, moreover; lying back there among her laces
and Indian shawls, with the sunset in the brown depths of her eyes
and on her delicate cheek. And Bertie, as he looked on his liege lady,
really had a glow of the old, real, foolish, forgotten feeling stir at
his heart, as he gazed on her in the half-light, and thought, almost
wistfully, “If the Jews were down on me to-morrow, would she really
care, I wonder?”
Really care? Bertie knew his world and its women too well to deceive
himself in his heart about the answer. Nevertheless, he asked the
question. “Would you care much, chere belle?”
“Care what?”
“If I came to grief--went to the bad, you know; dropped out of the world
altogether?”
She raised her splendid eyes in amaze, with a delicate shudder through
all her laces. “Bertie! You would break my heart! What can you dream
of?”
“Oh, lots of us end so! How is a man to end?” answered Bertie
philosophically, while his thoughts still ran off in a speculative
skepticism. “Is there a heart to break?”
Her ladyship looked at him an laughed.
“A Werther in the Guards! I don't think the role will suit either you
or your corps, Bertie; but if you do it, pray do it artistically. I
remember, last year, driving through Asnieres, when they had found a
young man in the Seine; he was very handsome, beautifully dressed, and
he held fast in his clinched hand a lock of gold hair. Now, there was a
man who knew how to die gracefully, and make his death an idyl!”
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