Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's LifeAustin, Caroline
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Unlucky: A Fragment of a Girl's Life
Austin, Caroline
Domestic fiction; England -- Juvenile fiction; Stepdaughters -- Juvenile fiction
"What an unlucky little girl!" The words haunted Helen all day. They
rang in her ears persistently. Was she unlucky? Would she always be
unlucky? always doing things that hurt others? Would she never have a
chance of showing that she was not really wicked? that she longed to do
those sweet gracious actions that came so naturally from some people?
Would no one ever love her except her father, whom she was always
disappointing, whose chief trouble and anxiety she was, her stepmother
said?
"I try, I try!" cried Helen to herself; "but I always do the wrong
thing. I am unlucky."
Dusky night came on. No one noticed Helen as she sat alone in her quiet
corner. Mrs. Desmond had retired long ago. Colonel Desmond had gone his
own way, imagining his little girl safely in bed. Gradually the various
groups of passengers dispersed, calling out merry good-nights to one
another. Silence fell, broken only by the faint lapping of the sea
against the ship as she went swiftly through the water.
With wide-open eyes, full of sad questionings, Helen looked out over the
still waters and watched a faint coast-line that showed itself far away
against the horizon. There was no moon visible, only that curious gray
shroud veiled sea and sky, making everything look unreal and ghost-like,
its effect heightened by the peculiar stillness of the sultry
atmosphere.
Intensely wide awake, Helen sat and watched, while every incident in her
short life seemed to pass in review before her. More vividly than any
other, there came back to her the scene in Jim Hunt's dying chamber. She
could almost have fancied that she was sitting once more by the little
open window, listening to the sick boy's rambling talk, while the
children shouted and laughed below.
Then the scene changed. What had happened? Where was the ship and the
gray waters and shadowy, distant land? Had she been dreaming? Where was
she?
In a sick-room, not bare and comfortless like Jim Hunt's, but bright and
cheerful, lit with shaded lamps, and filled with tokens of thoughtful
love. On the bed someone was lying, but from where Helen stood only a
curly head was visible. At a small table by the bedside sat a lady,
busy, apparently, over a gaily-coloured scrap-book. Her back was turned
to Helen, but as the girl advanced timidly she raised her head and said:
"I think I have done enough to-night, Harold. I will put the rest in
to-morrow." "Not to-morrow;" and the little figure in its eagerness
tried, though vainly, to raise itself in bed. "Not to-morrow. Mother,
mother, do finish it to-night."
Helen clasped her hands. This was Harold. She pressed forward and tried
to speak, but no words came. It was all curious, for Mrs. Bayden must
surely see her now, and yet she made no sign. Helen looked at Harold,
but his eyes were closed.
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