As she stood by the fire and looked into it with pondering eyes she
heard a curtain drawn and the sound of a footstep on the threshold.
Turning briskly, like one accustomed to suspicions, she saw the man
Brastias in the doorway looking at her half-furtively, as though none
too proud of the office thrust upon him. He had great grey eyes and a
calm face. Bending stiffly to Igraine with his hand over his heart,
he turned aside to a cabinet by the wall, took therefrom an illumined
scroll of legendary tales, and sat down on a bench to read, as though
he had no other business in the room.
Igraine's long lip curled. She knew the meaning of the man's presence
there shrewdly enough. Going to a window she opened the casement frame
and looked out on the winter scene. Usk winding silver to the sea, the
purple roll of the bleak bare woods, the far sea itself dying a sullen
streak into a sullen sky. It was dreary enough, and yet it suited her;
she could have welcomed thunder and the rend of forked fire above the
woods. Thought was fierce in her with the wind crying about the house
like a wistful voice, the voice of days long dead.
To be free of Gorlois!
To cast off her present self like a rotten cloak!
To adventure liberty, though the peril were shrill as the wind through
the swaying pines on the hillside!
To deal with Brastias!
Now Brastias was a grave-faced knight, neither young nor old, but
a very boy in the matter of the mock wisdom of the world. He was
possessed of one of those generous natures that looks kindly on
humanity with a simple optimism born of a contented conscience. He
was a devout man, a soldier, and a gentleman. Moreover, he owned a
holy reverence for women, a reverence that led him into a somewhat
extravagant belief in the sincerity of their truth and virtue. He was
blessed too in being nothing of a cynic in his conceptions of honour.
Gorlois knew the man to the heart, and trusted him, a fact well proven
by the faith imposed upon him in his wardenship of the Lady Igraine.
Brastias hated the task as much as he hated the telling of a lie. There
are some men whose whole instinct is towards truth. They are golden
souls, often too easily deceived with a gross dross that makes an
outward show of kindred colour.
Brastias was no stranger to Igraine, for he had served her as one of
the knights of the guard in the great castle of Tintagel. He was a man
who could look into a woman's eyes and make her feel instinctively
the clear honour of his soul. There was nothing of the flesh about
Brastias. And it was in this chivalrous faith of his that Igraine
discovered a credulity that might make him prone to believe a certain
profession of faith that was taking sudden and subtle form within her
mind. Months ago, she would have hesitated before the man's grey eyes.
But feeling herself sinned against, and stirred by the shame of the
past, she found ample justification for herself in the lie Gorlois had
practised for her undoing.
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