Both men were silent for a while, the fire crackling sluggishly at
their feet. Gorlois's eyes were on the window and the scrap of green
woodland in the distance; Uther's eyes were on Gorlois's face. The
latter, with the sore sensitiveness of a diseased spirit, felt the look
and chafed at it. His petulance was plain enough to Uther as he sat and
watched him, and pondered the man's trouble in his heart.
"Gorlois."
"Sire."
"I am no gabbler."
"True, my lord."
"You are trouble ridden."
Gorlois's eyes flashed up to Uther's, faltered, and fell.
"What of that, sire?" he said curtly.
"You have a deadly pride."
"I own it."
Uther leant forward in his chair, and looked earnestly into the other's
face.
"I too am a proud man in my trouble," he said, "buckling up
unutterable things from the baseness of the world, jealous of my inward
miseries. Yet when I see a strong man and a friend chained with the
iron of a silent woe, I cannot keep my sympathy in leash, so tell him
to unburden to a man whose pride feels for the pride of others."
The words seemed to stir Gorlois from his lethargy of reserve and
silence. Uther's very largeness of soul, his stately faith and
courtesy, were qualities that won largely upon the mind, lifting it
above factious things to the serene level of his own soul. Gorlois,
impulsive spirit, could not rebuff such a man as Uther. There was a
certain calm disinterestedness in the King's nature that made trust
imperative and condemned secretiveness as churlish. Gorlois was an
obstinate man in the extreme rendering of the epithet. He had spoken to
no one of his trouble, leaving his thoughts to be inferred. Yet staunch
sympathy like Gige's ring has power over most hidden things of the
heart, and Gorlois was very human.
"It is a woman, sire."
"Mine was a woman, too."
Gorlois scattered the half-dead embers with his foot.
"I married a wife," he said.
"I had never heard it."
"Few have."
"The woman's name?"
"Never ask it, sire; it will soon lie with her in the dust."
"These are grim words."
"Grim enough for the man of my own house,--my own familiar friend."
"Mother of Christ,--your friend!"
"My brother in arms, sire."
"The shedding of such blood seems like justice. Had I suffered thus--"
"Sire, you warm to my temper."
"It should be the sword."
"Mine yet waits white for blood."
Gorlois, implacable, grim as a werewolf, threw open the door of a
closet and led Uther within the narrow compass of its walls. It was a
little oratory, dim and fantastic, with lamps hanging from the roof,
and black curtains over the narrow casement. Two waxen candles burnt
with steady, windless flames upon the altar, and beneath their light
glimmered a great sword, naked, and a cup half filled with purple wine.
Gorlois took up the sword and touched it with his lips.
"For the man," he said.
Then he set the sword down beneath its candle and touched the goblet
with his fingers; his black eyes glittered.
"For the woman, sire."
"And the candles?"
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