Igraine's face and neck coloured rich as one of Garlotte's red roses,
and she seemed to shrink from the man's eyes behind the quivering
sunlight of her hair. She put her hands to her breast and stood in a
strain of thought, of struggle against the infinite unfitness of the
past.
Pelleas saw her trouble, and his strong face softened on the instant.
He had forgotten milder things in his grappling of the truth. Igraine's
red and troubled look revived the finer instincts of his manhood.
"Never trouble, child," he said; "I know enough of Gorlois to read the
rest."
But Igraine, as by inspiration, had come by other reasons for telling
out the whole to the last pang. She was at pains to justify herself
to Pelleas, nor was she undesirous of inflaming him against Gorlois,
her lord. She had wit enough to grasp the fact that Pelleas's wrath
might be roused into insurrection against custom and the edicts of the
Church. A volcanic outburst might throw down the barriers of man and
leave her at liberty to choose her lot. Moreover, her hate of Gorlois,
an iconoclastic passion, had crushed the reverence of things existing
out of her heart. A contemplation of her evil fortune had brought her
to the conviction that she was exiled from the sympathies of men, a
spiritual bandit driven to compass the instincts of a rebellious soul.
In her hot impulse for liberty and the justification of her faith, she
did not halt from making Pelleas feel the full malignity of truth. She
neither embellished nor emphasised, but portrayed incidents simply in
their glaring nakedness in a fashion that promised to inflame the man
to the very top of her desire.
Igraine's cheeks kindled, and she could not look at the man for the
words upon her lips. Pelleas's face was like the face of man in
torture. The woman's words entered into him like iron; his wrath
whistled like a wind, and the very air seemed tainted in his mouth.
What a purgatory of passion was let loose into the calm precincts of
the place! This burning vault of blue, was it the same as roofed the
world of yesterday? The feathery mounts of green dappled with amber,
and these flowers, had they not changed with the noon lust of the sun?
There was a rank savour of fleshliness over the whole earth, and all
life seemed impious, passionate, and unclean.
"My God, my God!"
The man's cry shook Igraine from her rage for truth. In her
confessional she had been carried like a bird with the wind. Looking
into Pelleas's face she saw that he was in torment, and that her words
had smitten him in a fashion other than she had foreseen. It was not
wrath that burnt in his eyes, only a deep grieving, a frenzy of shame
and anguish that seemed to cry out against her soul. A sudden stupor
made her mute. With a great void in her heart she fell down amid the
bracken with a sense of ignominy and abasement overwhelming her like a
deluge.
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