If possible, Pelleas was even more gloomy than on the day before. There
was such a level air of dejection over his whole being that Igraine
began to have grave qualms of conscience, and to suffer the reproaches
of a pity that grew more clamorous hour by hour. None the less, maugre
the man's sorry humour, there was a certain stealthy joy in it all, for
Pelleas, by his very moodiness, flattered her tenderness for him not a
little. She began to see, in very truth, how staunch the man was; how
he meant to honour to the letter her imagined vows, though his love
grieved like a winged merlion. His great strength became more and more
apparent. A lighter spirit would have gone with the wind, or made great
moan over the whole business. Pelleas, she saw, was striving to buckle
his sorrow deep in his bosom, to save her the pain of knowing his
distress. There was nothing little about the man. Palpably he had not
succeeded eminently in his attempt to spur a wounded spirit into light
courtliness and easy hypocrisy. Still, that was not his fault; it only
said the more for his love.
It was not till noon had passed that Pelleas, with a heavy courage,
constrained himself to speak calmly of their parting. Even then he was
so eager to shape his speech into mere courtesies, that he overdid the
thing, more than betraying himself to the girl's quick wit.
He had questioned her as to her friends in Winchester, and her purposes
for the future. His rambling took somewhat of a didactic turn as he
laboured at his mentorship.
"There is a fair abbey within the walls," he said; "I have heard it
nobly spoken of both as to devoutness and comfort. Their rules are not
of such iron caste as at some other holy houses; the library is good,
and there is a well-planted garden. The abbess is a gracious and kindly
woman, and of high family. I have often had speech with her myself, and
can vouch for her courtliness and benevolence. Assuredly you may find
very safe and peaceful harbour there."
Igraine smiled to herself at the callous benignity of his counsel. He
might have been her grandfather by his manner.
"You see," she said naively, "I do not like being caged; it spoils
one's temper so. I have an uncle in the place--an uncle by marriage--a
man not loved vastly by the proud folk of my own family. He is a
goldsmith by trade, and is named Radamanth."
Pelleas's quick answer was not prophetic of great favour.
"Radamanth," he said--"a gentleman who weighs his religion by the
pound, and is seen much at church. Pardon my frankness, I had this
gold chain of him. He is rich as Rome, and has high rank among the
merchants."
"So I had heard," she answered.
Pelleas looked into space with a most judicial air.
"You do not think of going to a secular house," he said.
Igraine smiled to herself, and halted a moment in her answer.
"Why not?" she said.
"You--a nun?"
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