Unblemished fortune is not always the nurse best suited to the dandling
of a man's mind. It had been so with Gorlois. He was one of those
beings whose life seemed to promise nothing but triumphal processions
and perpetual bays of victory. Selfishness is such a glittering garment
that it needs a great light to reveal its true texture to the wearer.
Flattered, praised, obeyed, bent to, it became as natural for Gorlois
to expect the homage of circumstance as to look for the obedience of
his cook. There was much that was Greek about him in the worst sense, a
certain sensuous brilliancy that aimed at making life a surfeit of rare
sensations, with an infinite indifference for the hearts of others.
Gorlois liked to see life swinging round him like a dance while he
stood pedestalled in the centre, an earthly Jove.
The man had given Igraine his coronet on the cross of his great sword.
That meant much for Gorlois. He was not a gentleman who had need to
trouble his wits about women, for there were many enough ready to ogle
their eyes out in his service. Yet in his keen way he had conceived a
strong liking for the girl's face. A species of sudden admiration had
leapt out on him, and brought him in some wonder to a realisation of
the power of a pair of eyes. Igraine was such a one as would attract
the man. In the first place she was very fair to look upon, a point
of some importance. She was tall, big of body, and built for grace
and strength, things pleasant to Gorlois's humour. Above all she was
proud and implacable, no giggling franion hardly worth the kissing, and
Gorlois had grown past the first blush of experiences of heart. He was
sage enough to know that a woman lightly won is often soon lost, or not
worth the winning. Let a man's soul sweat in the taming of her, and
there is some chance of his making an honest bargain.
Moreover, like many a man of restless, soaring spirit, Gorlois ever
hungered for romance, and the mysterious discomforts and satisfactions
that hedge the way into a woman's bosom. Certain men are never happy
unless they have the firebrand of love making red stir for them in
heart and body. Of some such stuff was Gorlois. He had a soul that
doted on nights spent at a window under the moon. All the thousand
distractions, the infinite yet atomic cares, the logical sweats of
reasoning were particularly pleasant to his fancy. He loved the colour,
the exultation, the heroism, the desperate tenderness of it all.
Battle, effort, ambition, lost half their sting for Gorlois when there
was no woman in the coil.
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