"He never knew," said V.V., in his curious voice. "I'm so glad ... This
clears him ... I never understood how he could have ... I'm so glad
to--have it settled...."
If he was so glad, his face libelled him past forgiveness. But Cally
Heth still soared, too high in the unplumbed blue to note, even now,
what house was this she had destroyed.
"I really didn't realize at all at the time," she said, with the same
simplicity. "It all happened so quickly, and it was so bewildering, and
I didn't have time to think. The story about him just seemed to spring
up of itself, and then it grew and grew all the time. I've worried a
great deal about it, all along...."
A kind of passion came into the man's face, and he said:
"Thank God, there's still time to make it all right."
Then his look brought her down a little.... "To make it all right?"
Vivian gazed down. He thought of what lay ahead for her now; and his
heart seemed to turn within him.... However, sympathy was not desired of
him: his lot was but to strengthen the hands of the brave.
"Miss Heth--indeed, I could envy you all the happiness you are going to
give. Think--just think what it means ... I know you must be eager--to
begin, to--"
"To begin?" she echoed again, feeling somehow that their privacy was
being invaded. "Why--what do you mean?... I don't understand."
"I jump ahead too fast, of course. But--you must be so anxious ... to
have it all off your mind, and not think of it any more. I know you must
be impatient to get word to Dal at the first possible moment--it means
so much to him. More than meat and drink.... And then there's his poor
old father ..."
Cally stared at him, speechless. There was no exaltation now; no more
soaring. Rooted in her tracks she stood, yet seemed to herself to
shrink and recoil from him, in her sudden self-horror. What, oh what,
had she done?
And by chance at this very moment--doubtless through some Settlementer's
opening a door for air--there came floating down to her the distinct
voice of her mother, the strong voice of authority and no nonsense, the
voice of Wealth and Permanence, of the victorious knowledge that God
thinks twice before he condemns a person of quality.... "_In accepting
the Chairmanship of the Finance Committee, I desire to say_ ..."
Cally raised a gloved little hand to her veiled lips. Plainer than
speech her frightened eyes said: _Hast thou found me, O mine enemy?_
"You--you've misunderstood. No ... no! I didn't mean that at all."
"Oh!... Do you mean--you don't wish to see Colonel
Dalhousie--personally? Of course not!... It wouldn't be necessary in the
least. Perhaps you would let me.... And as to a telegram to Dal--"
"_No_--_no!_... You mustn't go to see him. You mustn't send a telegram.
I can't allow that--you've misunderstood entirely. _You mustn't tell
anybody_...."
They stared at each other with the same colorless faces, and again the
rain became audible. In the man's too-confiding eyes, hope died hard.
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