"Where are you, Miss Heth?" was Dr. Vivian's reply; and his voice was
like the voice of the man who had groaned....
"Are you in your room at the hotel? Is your mother with you there?"
Singular words these, from the receiver of confidences and high favors.
There fell upon Cally a nameless fear.
"N-no--I'm alone--Why, what--"
"Could I speak to your mother a moment--first? I have some bad news. It
would be better--"
"No--tell me! My mother's at dinner. I--what are you talking about?..."
Had he betrayed her already, then? Was the town now ringing with her
name? Had Colonel Dalhousie ...
Quite distinctly, though he evidently was not addressing her, she heard
the man's hard voice say: "This cannot be borne."
And then in a different voice, there came these words over the miles
from Meeghan's Grocery:
"Miss Heth;--I didn't see you when I should have--and now we are just
too late. I can't reach Dal now."
"You--don't mean?..."
"He is dead."
_"Dead!"_
And it was this girl's shame, the fruit of her long fear, that her first
feeling was one of base relief. So works Nature's first law. Dal was
dead; all was settled; there was nothing to tell now. And then, as by
the turning of a corner, she came front to front with a sudden horror,
and there unrolled before her a moment of blackness....
"You must not blame yourself too hard," came the distant voice, dropping
out of space like the sentences of destiny. "It's ... cruel, the way
it's happened. But you'll always know you had the courage and the will
to set him free, when you might--"
Carlisle's hand clenched the edge of the little table where she sat.
"Tell me," said her voice, pitifully faint. "Did he ... I--must
know--Did he ...?"
There was a roaring in her ears, but through it the words came clear as
flame:
"He went out of his mind. I know that. That could not be foreseen. Not
waiting ... he took his own life. It was this afternoon. A telegram
came--from some friend of his...."
All further words, if more there were, bounded off from the sudden iron
stillness within her. Mechanically she raised the receiver to the hook,
for was not her talk with Meeghan's quite finished? Jack Dalhousie had
killed himself. Sackcloth and ashes would not get a telegram to him
now.... And then, some flying remembrance of the bearer of the tidings
struck through her numbness, and she caught down the receiver again and
said indistinctly:
"I can't talk any more now.... I'll be all right...."
Then all thought stopped, and her head went forward upon her hands. The
yellow plume nodded bravely....
Outside the door of the booth was the brilliant corridor, and beyond a
glimpse of the dining-room, pretty with shaded lights, gay with music
and talk, and eyes that stared unabashed. Somewhere in there were Mrs.
Heth and Canning, dining well.
The page stood near, the call-slip offered upon his tray. He, who
admired her, was aware of a subtle distortion in this lady's winning
loveliness.
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