She had said, with the deadly flatness of the mood which her mother so
dreaded, that she wanted to go home to-night, and there had been no
reasoning with her. Go home for what? Mrs. Heth had asked it twenty
times, battling desperately against the menacing madness, now with
argument and threat, now with tears and wheedlings. And Cally,
proceeding dry-eyed with her dressing and bag-packing, had proved unable
to produce a single solid reason.
Still, it became clear that lock and key would not keep her. The options
ensuing were whether her mother should go with her, or Hugo should go,
or Cally be allowed to go alone. Small choice here, indeed.
Of that evening the events following the hurried departure from the
Ambassadeurs were always blurred in Carlisle's memory. To Mrs. Heth each
detail remained crystal-clear as long as she lived. Upon her shoulders,
as usual, fell the burden of managing everything so that the least harm
should befall. Defeated, and consequently hatted and cloaked, she
emerged from the bedroom at quarter-past nine o'clock, commissioned by
her daughter to tell Canning everything. But what was everything, and
what the mere gibberish of nervous insanity, to pass forever from the
horizon with a good night's sleep? Mrs. Heth, seated before her living
Order of Merit in the sitting-room, interpreted her commission with a
mother's wise discretion.
Canning, at this point, knew only that Carlisle was unnerved by news of
the death of a friend. In the drive from the restaurant he had been
cautioned to ask no questions, hysterics being intimated otherwise. Now
Mrs. Heth gave him certain selected particulars: of a man who had been
in love with Carlisle some years ago, though she had always discouraged
him; of a misunderstanding that had arisen between them, which he, the
man, had never got over; and now of his sudden decease, which came as a
shock to the poor girl, awakening painful memories, and giving rise to a
purely momentary sense of morbid responsibility.
"But why," said Canning, more and more mystified as he listened, "should
she want to go back home?"
"I regard it," answered Mrs. Heth, "as a tribute to the dead."
"Why, she doesn't know what she's doing!... You must simply forbid her
going."
"Forbid her!" groaned the little general, like one flicked upon a new
wound.
And, before proceeding further, she was actually artful and strong
enough to make the young man arrange--provisionally, she said,--about
reservations, a matter which valuably consumed time.
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