She said that she did: and as she spoke, a bitter question rose at her.
Who were her friends? She had always thought of herself as having many;
"hosts of friends" had always figured prominently in her inventories of
her blessings. But what was a friend? Among all these people she had
spent her life with, there was not one, it seemed, who cared to
understand the infinite shadings of thought and impulse that had brought
her to where she now stood; much less one heart which saw intuitively
All the world's coarse thumb
And finger failed to plumb...
Papa was adding, with an unconscious frown:
"The cash is in the bank, if your mother must have it. I'd laid it by
for something else, though--make some repairs at the Works. Come in....
I reckon I've staved off ..."
Considered from one angle, these fragmentary words might have been
illuminating; but Cally did not even hear them. At that moment there
happened the unexpected. The parlormaid Annie entered, announcing Mrs.
Berkeley Page to see Miss Carlisle.
Surprise was expressed in the study. This was the lady who had said that
the Heths were very improbable people. Papa opined, somewhat glumly,
that she had come to beg funds for the confounded Settlement. Cally,
having looked at herself in the mirror, trailed into the drawing-room
with a somewhat cool and challenging civility.
But her coolness soon melted away, under the visitor's strange but
seemingly genuine cordiality. It became clear that she had come in the
vein of amity, and without sinister motives; though why, if not for
Settlement funds, could not be imagined.
Mrs. Page was a tall, pleasant-faced woman, still on the right side of
forty, a widow whose husband had left her too much of this world's goods
for her ever to be classed as a poorhouse Tory; and despite the fact
that she was a leader in the old-school, as opposed to the brass-band,
set, many people considered her a very agreeable woman. She had amusing
things to say, and she said them in the Heth drawing-room with no air of
awkwardness. Carlisle, somewhat against her will, was soon thinking her
extremely attractive. But the thawing out went further than that.
Talk turned by chance--or perhaps it was not chance exactly--on those
growing currents of feminine activity which had nothing to do with
dinners and dances: and here the visitor expressed ideas which did not
seem old-school in the least. It appeared that she, Mary Page, in the
period of her spinsterhood, for she hadn't been married till she was
twenty-six, a thoroughgoing old maid in those days,--had also wearied of
the gay round; she had desired to _do something_. But alas, she had
suddenly discovered that she wasn't fitted to do one earthly thing,
having been trained only to be a trimming. She said, smiling, that she
had cried all one day about it....
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