Already there had crept a certain absentness into the campaigner's
voice. Her strong, constructive mind was slipping away from this
present, measuring over the triumphs that lay ahead. After her darling
vanished upstairs, she remained standing motionless by the newel-post,
in her fixed eyes the gleam of a brigadier-general who has pulled out
brilliant victory over overwhelming obstacles. The god in the machine
had, indeed, forever put the name of Heth beyond the reach of hateful
malice....
Suddenly mamma said aloud, rather indignantly: "I wish I had that ten
thousand back!"
In her own room, Cally bathed, dressed at some speed, and dined lightly
between whiles. She was in a state of inner exaltation, contrasting
oddly with her depression two hours earlier. Obliterated now was her
conviction of her own human uselessness in a world of sexes, though it
couldn't be said that anything had happened to disprove that conviction,
exactly. In this moment she was continuously elated by all that was
signified in the fact that Hugo Canning was to spend the evening
downstairs talking decorously with mamma and papa while she, Cally,
loved of him, was to go off to the theatre with J. Forsythe Avery....
If Canning had failed her in her greatest need, time, indeed, had
exquisitely avenged her. The Lord of the righteous had delivered the
prince of lovers into her hand. With his very first words in the dim
drawing-room, Hugo had admitted, for the second time in their somewhat
stormy courtship, his unconditional surrender. He made no mistake this
time about the nature of a woman's heart; he was not logical or
controversial or just; but advancing straight upon her over her
decidedly forbidding greeting, he had spoken out with evident emotion:
"Don't look at me that way--I can't bear it.... Don't you know _now_
that I love you? I love you so that I won't live without you."
Yes, Cally did know it now. She had clearly wronged both Hugo and
herself in ever thinking of him as a male flirt, a light-loving jilt who
too easily found balm for a heart not made for deep hurts. Busy and gay
with her dressing, Carlisle thought of the Honorable Kitty Belden, and
laughed musically to herself.
Yet how was it that, under so manly and sweet an appeal straight to her
woman's heart, she had not instantly subsided on the shoulder of her
contrite lover, with grateful tears? Cally herself hardly understood.
She was, truth to tell, secretly surprised and thrilled by her own
high-handedness. To what degree she and her former betrothed had remet
under permanently changed conditions, it was beyond her thought to try
to analyse now. Perhaps it was only the completeness of her triumph that
had so fired her feminine independence. Had she met Hugo by chance, and
found him lukewarm, doubt not that she would have striven to fan the
embers....
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