And yet she felt that it was not cowardice that tied her hands against
the fainting girls in the bunching-room. Her strung nerves had carried
it all deeper than that. She had spied on her father, found him out in
guilt; he, it seemed, must for years have been leading a double life
that would not bear looking at. How bring herself to confront papa, who
had always been so affectionate and generous to her, with his discovered
secret?...
If she but had some right, even, some standing from which to speak....
And here her new resolve was that when she saw Dr. Vivian at the
Settlement next week, she would consult him directly: now asking him to
say, not that she had no responsibilities about her father's business,
but that she had them in abundance.
But deeper than this, beneath all the flutterings of her mind, there ran
the increasing sense that, whatever the logic of it might be,
responsibility was on her nevertheless: the supreme responsibility put
upon free beings by the trust of a friend....
* * * * *
Hugo, it was presumable, would be detained with his Mr. Deming until the
latter's departure, or near it. He could hardly appear before nine
o'clock, or even nine-thirty; and perhaps he might not come at all.
Cally had felt unable to agree with her mother's theory that she was
required to sit awaiting Hugo's convenience there. At all events, she
had early resolved to settle the point by definitely "retiring" before
his possible arrival; relying upon a worse aching head to justify her
with mamma, who was not of the few to be favored with fuller
confidences.
But a little after eight, when this resolve was almost ready to shape
into the deed, the sensible reasoning on which it was based was suddenly
upset. The maid Flora came, bringing a new message from the preoccupied
lover, brief but decisive.
The business entanglements, it appeared, had only got worse with
talking. Hugo, beyond all expectation, found himself compelled to go
back to Washington with his law-partner to-night; possibly to go on to
New York to-morrow. Would Carlisle accordingly arrange to see him now,
for a few moments?
"_Now?_"
"Yas'm, he say as soon as you c'd make it convenient."
The girl had risen sharply in the first complete surprise of Flora's
message; she walked hastily across her floor. But having done these
things, she did not at once give the obviously due reply. She stood by
her dressing-table, staring fixedly at the colored woman, the aimless
fingers of her left hand continually pulling out and putting back the
silver top of a squat cut-glass bottle. She appeared to be thinking,
weighing pros and cons: processes surely unnecessary to a pasteboard
actor, sliding smoothly toward a manifest destiny.
She stood this way so long and so silent that Flora prompted with a
giggle and further information.
"Miss Cyahlile, he say if you was to answer no, to say could he please
speak to you a minute on the 'phone."
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