"Why, think what you did that day, Hugo!--_think, think!_ If I needed a
protector and a man,--and I did,--that was the time for you to show me
how protectors and men can act and love. If I was wrong, it seems to me
that was the time of all times when you ought to have stood by me,
protected me. But I was _right_--don't you know I was?... I--it was the
first time I had ever thought about doing right--and _you threw me over
for it_.... Of course I know there was a quarrel, but--you know
perfectly well what you said. You said then, just as you say now, that I
was shocked out of my senses, didn't know what I was saying. And then
you said that people would point at me to the longest day I lived, so
the thing to do was to hush it all up, or else I wasn't the girl you had
asked to be your wife. Anything--anything--except that I should tell the
truth.... So you went off and left me to bear it all alone. And then,
when my heart had been broken into little pieces, when I'd cried my eyes
out a hundred times, then, when all the trouble was over, and people
weren't cutting me on the street,--then you came back. And even then you
never said once that you were ashamed, or sorry for the way you'd
treated me. You just came back, when I'd fought it all out without you,
and whistled, and thought that I'd tumble into your arms.... Oh, it's
natural, I suppose, for a woman to lie and be mean, and afraid of what
people will say--for that seems to be the--the way they're brought
up.... But--but--"
Her voice, which had begun to trail a little, dropped off into silence.
She turned away; made a visible effort to control herself. And then
there floated again into the still room the sounds of muffled revelry:
strong Mrs. Heth making merry with her friends, a few of the best
people....
"But I only hurt your feelings for nothing," said the girl, in quite a
gentle voice.... "Hugo, try to forgive me if I've done you any wrong.
But ... you--you have your train to make. Don't you think you'd
better go now?"
Hugo's extraordinary reply was to seize her in his arms.
"Go?... Yes, and take you with me ... you little witch. Why, you're
raving, little witch," said the hoarse, violent voice in her ear. "Gone
out of your head with notions.... D'you think I'll let your life and
mine be spoiled for a few minutes' crazy madness? You need to remember
you're a woman, that's all.... Don't struggle. It's no use."
Her wild efforts to release herself, indeed, only drew his embrace
tighter. His cheek rested upon her hair.
"Don't struggle, little witch. You've had your head too long. I'll make
up your mind for you. You're going to marry me now. To-night. Don't tire
yourself so. It's all settled. You belong to me--you see that now,
don't you?..."
Now his hand was beneath her chin; he raised the still face she had kept
so resolutely buried against his breast. And Cally felt his burning kiss
upon her forehead, her cheek, upon lips that would nevermore be his.
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