"I was much upset about it that night--and excited, I suppose. I can't
account for--for what I said in any other way. I've hoped for the
opportunity to tell you.... Why, of course I don't believe that at
all.... It was all so confused and mixed up; that was the trouble. But
of course I know that you--that you wouldn't have said anything
that--that wasn't entirely consistent with the facts...."
He paused, expectantly it seemed; but there came no reply.
Cally Heth, indeed, stood in a dumbness which she seemed powerless to
break. Well she knew what sort of reply she ought to make to these
remarks: what was the man saying but what she had already said a hundred
times to herself? He was simply making tardy admission that her position
had been exactly right all along; that was all. Yet somehow the sane
knowledge did not seem to help much against this sequence of unique
sensations she was at present experiencing,--odd, tumultuous, falling
sensations, as of bottoms dropped out....
"I suppose," said the man's faraway voice, sounding a sudden loss of
confidence, "it's rather too much to hope that--that you can forget...."
Again his words dropped into the brief, expectant silence.... It seemed
that he had happened to say the one thing to which no reply was
possible. And somehow the effect of it was worse, even, than the
never-forgotten moment in the summer-house.
"And forgive," finished the voice.... "I've felt--"
And then, in good season, there sounded welcome footsteps, Hen's, in the
hall. They broke at a stroke, the strange petrifying numbness which
Carlisle had felt mysteriously closing over her. She murmured the name
of Henrietta, and turned away. And her voice was the voice of Lucknow,
as the friendly columns poured in....
Hen came walking in, saying something lively and Cooneyesque, and
glancing with an air of interested expectancy from her friend V.V. to
her cousin Cally. But Cally only said once more that she must be going,
and asked where Aunt Molly was. She then let fall the word good-night
for Hen's caller, while looking at a point some ninety degrees removed
from his whereabouts: by which the caller understood that his
forgiveness was problematical, to say the least of it.
IX
Concerning an Abandoned Hotel, and who lived there; also of
an Abandoned Youth, who lived somewhere else, Far Away; how a
Slum Doctor dressed for a Function, such as involved Studs;
and how Kern Garland wishted she was a Lady.
Mrs. Garland, catching sight of Doctor as he came up the decayed
grand-stairway, cried out, well, she never, just in the nig of time!
Why, the words was no more'n out of her mouth that the stoo was just
done to a hair, she did declare, and Kern she said, quick as anything,
what, a hair in the stoo, now, mommer, that'd never do....
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