Vagabonds of the sea : $b The campaign of a French cruiserLarrouy, Maurice
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Vagabonds of the sea : $b The campaign of a French cruiser
Larrouy, Maurice
Waldeck-Rousseau (Cruiser); World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
The fecund soil of France has given birth to all the virtues. There
each soul becomes a tree on which flowers have suddenly grown. The
coward becomes bold; the egoist, generous; the atheist kneels before
his country. I fear that these miracles are not so evident to Frenchmen
living on their native soil, but the exiled sailors are not deceived.
And yet all they have to go by is papers and letters, black print upon
white. Across these lines passes a breath like the pure wind which
sweeps a dark sky. All becomes clear and bright. Perhaps one must
be far away to admire the halo, shining fairer hour by hour, which
encircles the destinies of one’s country. The faults and errors vanish
like dark spots on the gorgeous disk of the sun. Every French thought
is a ray from a rising star. These rays are so warm, and carry so far,
that they reach even us who live among the storms.
Day before yesterday I read two letters from the same mail. The weather
was like the end of the world. Formless and gray, the mists poured over
the troubled sea; the cruiser struggled in a circle of specters with
liquid hair, who smothered the dying light. The two envelopes lay on
my desk, that rolled as the ship tossed. In ink upon expensive paper,
the first one contained an address in angular handwriting; the second
was on cheap paper, in which the wavering writing had made holes. One
gave forth a delicate perfume, which reminded me of the fair Parisian
who alternated between love for her Pomeranian and the pretentious
inanities of tango teas. To her husband, an encumbering sort of toy,
she accorded only what the Civil Code ordered in the way of marital
duties. The second envelope had no perfume; perfumed paper is unknown
to the puny little stenographer whose services I made use of in Paris.
She was a fierce anti-militarist; her father and her brothers talked
themselves hoarse in meetings at the Salle Wagram, and I was often
shocked at her anarchistic ideas.
In the first excitement at the end of July, it happened that I saw both
women on the same day.
“You will see,” said the first woman, resting a careless hand on my
shoulder, during the tango “you will see that the common people will
sabotage the mobilization. These fellows are rebels. Sooner than fight
they will surrender to William.”
To one of my subsequent questions she replied haughtily:
“My husband? My husband? What are you talking about? All the same they
will not have the audacity to call out men of thirty-five!”
And, after a silence:
“I do not expect to lose him. We should go to the country.”
The tango was finished without another word.
That same evening the stenographer brought me some pages. She was
flushed, and her eyes flamed. I counted the pages carefully and paid
her. Without looking, she pocketed the money, and remained standing,
trembling. I was careful not to say a word.
“And you?” she said at last. “Would you go?”
“Certainly!”
“Well! It’s your war!”
“My war?”
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