Lionel went out and left us together; we renewed our embraces, and after
we were more composed, entered into explanations. I told him my history
in as few words as possible, promising to enter into details afterwards,
and then I inquired about the family. Auguste replied, "I will begin
from the time of your disappearance. No one certainly had any suspicion
of Madame d'Albret having spirited you away; indeed, she was, as you
know, constantly at the barracks till my father left, and expressed her
conviction that you had destroyed yourself. The outcry against your
mother was universal; she dared not show herself, and your father was in
a state to excite compassion. Four or five times a day did he take his
melancholy walk down to the Morgue to ascertain if your body was found.
He became so melancholy, morose, and irritable, that people were afraid
lest he would destroy himself. He never went home to your mother but
there was a scene of reproaches on his part, and defence on hers, that
was a scandal to the barracks. All her power over him ceased from that
time, and has ceased for ever since, and perhaps you know that he has
retired."
"How should I know, Auguste?"
"Yes; he could not bear to look the other officers in the face; he told
me that he considered himself, from his weakness and folly, to have been
the murderer of his child, that he felt himself despicable, and could
not longer remain with the regiment. As soon as the regiment arrived at
Lyons, he sent in his retirement, and has ever since been living at Pau,
in the south of France, upon his half-pay and the other property which
he possesses."
"My poor father!" exclaimed I, bursting into tears.
"As for me, you know that I obtained leave to quit the regiment, and
have ever since been in the 51st of the line. I have obtained my grade
of lieutenant. I have seen my father but once since I parted with him
at Paris. He is much altered, and his hair is grey."
"Is he comfortable where he is, Auguste?"
"Yes, Valerie; I think that he did wisely, for it was ruinous travelling
about with so many children. He is comfortable, and, I believe, as
happy as he can be. Oh, if he did but know that you were alive, it
would add ten years to his life."
"He shall know it, my dear Auguste," exclaimed I, as the tears coursed
down my cheeks. "I feel now that I was very selfish in consenting to
Madame d'Albret's proposal, but I was hardly in my senses at the time."
"I cannot wonder at your taking the step, nor can I blame you. Your
life was one of torture, and it was torture to others to see what you
underwent."
"I pity my father, for weak as he was, the punishment has been too
severe."
"But you will make him happy now, and he will rejoice in his old days."
"And now, Auguste, tell me about Nicolas--he never liked me, but I
forgive him--how is he?"
"He is, I believe, well; but he has left his home."
"Left home!"
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