I made no reply, but left the room, and putting on my bonnet, was driven
to Lady M--'s. She received me with great cordiality, and so did her
daughters, who were in the room; but they were dismissed by their
mother, who then said, "I told you last night, my dear Mademoiselle de
Chatenoeuf, that I wished you to reside with me. You may say in what
capacity, and I acknowledge that I hardly know what answer to give. Not
as governess, certainly, for I consider it an odious position, and one
that I could not offer you; indeed, my girls do not require teaching, as
they have finished their studies; in only one thing you could be of
advantage to them in that respect, which is in music and singing. But I
wish you to come as their companion, as I am convinced that they will
gain much by your so doing. I wish you, therefore, to be considered by
others as a visitor at the house, but at the same time I must insist
that from the advantages my girls will derive from your assisting them
in music and singing, you will accept the same salary per annum which
you have from Lady R--. Do you understand me: I wish you to remain with
me, not as a model after the idea of Lady R--, but as a model for my
girls to take pattern by. I shall leave it to yourself to act as you
please. I am sure my girls like you already, and will like you better.
I do not think that I can say more, except that I trust you will not
refuse my offer."
There was a delicacy and kindness in this proposal on the part of Lady
M--which I felt gratefully; but it appeared to me that after all it was
only an excuse to offer me an asylum without any remuneration on my
part, and I stated my feeling on that point.
"Do not think so," replied Lady M--. "I avoided saying so, because I
would not have you styled a music-mistress; but on that one point alone
you will more than earn your salary, as I will prove to you by showing
you the annual payments to professors for lessons; but you will be of
great value to me in other points, I have no doubt. May I, therefore,
consider it as an _affaire arrangee_?" After a little more
conversation, I acquiesced, and having agreed that I would come as soon
as Lady R--went to the continent, or at all events in three weeks, when
Lady M--quitted London, I took my leave, and was conveyed back to Lady
R--, in the carriage which had been sent for me.
On my return, I found Lady R--seated where I had left her.
"Well," said she, "so you have had your audience; and I have no doubt
but that you were most graciously received. Oh! I know the woman; and
I have been reflecting upon it during your absence, and I have
discovered what she wants you for; but this she has not mentioned, not
even hinted at. She knows better; but when once in her house, you will
submit to it, rather than be again in search of a home."
"I really do not know what you mean, Lady R--," said I.
"Has not Lady M--asked you to come as a visitor, without specifying any
particular employment?"
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