"Heaven knows you have no right to abuse us for having money," exclaimed
Miss Flodden, much hurt. "Why, if I don't get married, and I shan't, I
shall never have a penny to bless myself with."
"It's a question of the lot one belongs to," answered Greenleaf
unkindly; but added, rather remorsefully: "Would you like me to give you
a letter for the Miss Carpenters when next you go to town? I have," he
hesitated a little, "talked a good deal about you with them."
"Really!" exclaimed Miss Flodden quickly. "That's awfully good of you--I
mean to give me a letter--only I fear it will bore them. I shall be
going to town for a week or two in October. May I call on them then, do
you think?"
"Of course." And Greenleaf, who was a business-like man, drew out his
pocket-book, full of little patterns for pots and notes for lectures,
and wrote on a clean page:
"Mem.: Letter for the Miss Carpenters for Miss Flodden."
"I will write it to-night or to-morrow; you shall have it before I
leave. By the way, that train the day after to-morrow is at 6.20, is
it not?"
"Yes," answered Miss Flodden. "I wish you could stay longer."
And they walked home.
As they wandered through the high-lying fields of green oats and yellow
barley, among whose long beards the low sun made golden dust, with the
dark, greenish Cheviots on one side, purple clouds hanging on their moor
sides, and the three cones of the Eildons rising, hills of fairy-land,
faint upon the golden sunset mist--as they wandered talking of various
things, pottery, philosophy, and socialism, Greenleaf felt stealing
across his soul a peacefulness as unlike his usual mood, as this
northern afternoon, with soughing grain and twittering of larks, was
different from the grime and bustle of London. He knew, now, that Miss
Delia Carpenter's refusal had been best for him; his nature was too
thin to allow of his giving himself both to a wife and family, and to
the duties and studies which claimed him; he would have starved the
affections of the first while neglecting the second. His life must
always be a solitary one with his work. But into this rather cheerless
solitude, there seemed to be coming something, he could scarcely tell
what. Greenleaf believed in the possible friendship between a man and
a woman; if it had not existed often hitherto, that was the fault of
our corrupt bringing up. But it was possible and necessary; a thing
different from, more perfect and more useful, than any friendship
between persons of the same sex. But more different still, breezier,
more robust and serene, than love even at its best. And had he not
always wished for that sister, that Emily who had never existed?
Of course he did not contemplate seeing very much of Miss Flodden;
still less did he admit to himself that this strange, reserved, yet
outspoken girl might be the friend he craved for. But he felt a curious
satisfaction, despite his better reason, which protested against
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