Charles promised Flora Bannerworth that for her sake, as well as his
own, he would be most specially careful of his safety; and then in such
endearing conversation as may be well supposed to be dictated by such
hearts as theirs another happy hour was passed away.
They pictured to themselves the scene where first they met, and with a
world of interest hanging on every word they uttered, they told each
other of the first delightful dawnings of that affection which had
sprung up between them, and which they fondly believed neither time nor
circumstance would have the power to change or subvert.
In the meantime the old admiral was surprised that Charles was
so patient, and had not been to him to demand the result of his
deliberation.
But he knew not on what rapid pinions time flies, when in the presence
of those whom we love. What was an actual hour, was but a fleeting
minute to Charles Holland, as he sat with Flora’s hand clasped in his,
and looking at her sweet face.
At length a clock striking reminded him of his engagement with his
uncle, and he reluctantly rose.
“Dear Flora,” he said, “I am going to sit up to watch to-night, so be
under no sort of apprehension.”
“I will feel doubly safe,” she said.
“I have now something to talk to my uncle about, and must leave you.”
Flora smiled, and held out her hand to him. He pressed it to his heart.
He knew not what impulse came over him then, but for the first time he
kissed the cheek of the beautiful girl.
With a heightened colour she gently repulsed him. He took a long
lingering look at her as he passed out of the room, and when the door
was closed between them, the sensation he experienced was as if some
sudden cloud had swept across the face of the sun, dimming to a vast
extent its precious lustre.
A strange heaviness came across his spirits, which before had been so
unaccountably raised. He felt as if the shadow of some coming evil
was resting on his soul—as if some momentous calamity was preparing
for him, which would almost be enough to drive him to madness, and
irredeemable despair.
“What can this be,” he exclaimed, “that thus oppresses me? What
feeling is this that seems to tell me, I shall never again see Flora
Bannerworth?”
Unconsciously he uttered these words, which betrayed the nature of his
worst forebodings.
“Oh, this is weakness,” he then added. “I must fight out against this;
it is mere nervousness. I must not endure it, I will not suffer myself
thus to become the sport of imagination. Courage, courage, Charles
Holland. There are real evils enough, without your adding to them by
those of a disordered fancy. Courage, courage, courage.”
CHAPTER XXV.
THE ADMIRAL’S OPINION.—THE REQUEST OF CHARLES.
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