“No, no!” said Flora. “Can it be possible that even you, who have
already spoken with judgment and precision, can be so unjust? you must
feel that, in all respects, I have been a victim, most gratuitously—a
sufferer, while there existed no just cause that I should suffer; one
who has been tortured, not from personal fault, selfishness, lapse
of integrity, or honourable feelings, but because you have found it
necessary, for the prolongation of your terrific existence, to attack
me as you have done. By what plea of honour, honesty, or justice, can
I be blamed for not embracing an alternative which is beyond all human
control?—I cannot love you.”
“Then be content to suffer. Flora Bannerworth, will you not, even for a
time, to save yourself and to save me, become mine?”
“Horrible proposition!”
“Then am I doomed yet, perhaps, for many a cycle of years, to spread
misery and desolation around me; and yet I love you with a feeling
which has in it more of gratefulness and unselfishness than ever yet
found a home within my breast. I would fain save you, although you
cannot save me; there may yet be a chance, which shall enable you to
escape from the persecution of my presence.”
“Oh! glorious chance!” said Flora. “Which way can it come? tell me
how I may embrace it, and such grateful feelings as a heart-stricken
mourner can offer to him who has rescued her from her deep affliction,
shall yet be yours.”
“Hear me, then, Flora Bannerworth, while I state to you some
particulars of mysterious existence, of such beings as myself, which
never yet have been breathed to mortal ears.”
Flora looked intently at him, and listened, while, with a serious
earnestness of manner, he detailed to her something of the physiology
of the singular class of beings which the concurrence of all
circumstances tended to make him appear.
“Flora,” he said, “it is not that I am so enamoured of an existence to
be prolonged only by such frightful means, which induces me to become
a terror to you or to others. Believe me, that if my victims, those
whom my insatiable thirst for blood make wretched, suffer much, I,
the vampyre, am not without my moments of unutterable agony. But it
is a mysterious law of our nature, that as the period approaches when
the exhausted energies of life require a new support from the warm,
gushing fountain of another’s veins, the strong desire to live grows
upon us, until, in a paroxysm of wild insanity, which will recognise no
obstacles, human or divine, we seek a victim.”
“A fearful state!” said Flora.
“It is so; and, when the dreadful repast is over, then again the
pulse beats healthfully, and the wasted energies of a strange kind
of vitality are restored to us, we become calm again, but with that
calmness comes all the horror, all the agony of reflection, and we
suffer far more than tongue can tell.”
“You have my pity,” said Flora; “even you have my pity.”
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