Morton rose abruptly, went to the window, and stood looking out with a
fixed gaze, wholly unconscious of what was before him. In a moment he
turned again, and there was a wild and deadly light in his eyes. A
thought had struck him, shooting an electric life through all his
veins, and kindling him into a kind of fierce ecstasy. He would go to
Vinal, charge him with his perfidy, challenge him, and put him to
death. He paced the room in great disorder. A resistless power seemed
to have seized upon him, sweeping him forward with the force of a
torrent. He clinched his teeth and breathed deeply. The thought of
action and of vengeance lighted up his perturbed and gloomy mind as
the baleful glare of a conflagration lights up a stormy midnight.
Suddenly he stopped, seated himself again, and remained for some
minutes in violent mental conflict. "I thank God," he murmured at
length, apostrophizing his enemy, "that you were not just now within
my reach. You have ruined me for this life; you shall not ruin me for
the next. Live, and work out your own destruction."
He walked the room again, calmly enough, but in great dejection. "It
may be," he thought, "that I am not his only victim. Perhaps the same
art that snared me, has, by some infernal machination, entrapped her
also. I believe it;--at least, I will try to believe it."
He looked from the window upon the keen and busy crowds passing below
in unbroken streams, to and from their places of business; and his
mind tinged them with its own moody coloring.
"You flight of human vultures! How many of you can show lives governed
by any generous purpose or noble thought? Behind how many of those
sharp and sallow features, furrowed with early wrinkles, lies the soul
of a man? Desperate chasers after wealth, which, when you have won it,
you have never been taught to use;--reckless pleasure hunters,
beguiling others that your victims may beguile in turn, and both sink
to perdition together. What you win with trickery, you throw away in
vanity or debauch. The counting room or the broker's board by
day;--brandy, billiards, and the rendezvous by night;--so you go,--a
short, quick road;--driving to your doom with a high-pressure power of
rapacity, vain glory, and lust. Man!--the thistledown of fortune, the
shuttlecock of passion;--whirled on to destruction by the wildfire in
his veins, unless by struggling and by prayer he can keep the narrow
adamantine track laid down for his career!"
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