"One thing you may well believe--that, before you will have had this
letter many days, I shall follow it. There will be no rest for me till
I touch American soil. An old passion, only half stifled under a load
of hopelessness, springs into fresh life again, and burns, less
brightly, perhaps, but I can almost believe, more deeply and fervently
than ever. I was consoling myself yesterday with trying to think that
blows were my mind's best medicine; but I feel now, that after being
broken with the plough and harrow, it will yield the better for the
summer sunshine. Yet I am afraid to flatter myself with too bright a
prospect. Miss Leslie loved me, and the planets in their course are
not more constant and unswerving; but I cannot tell what may have been
the effect of so much suffering, or what determination, fatal to my
hope, it may not have impelled her to embrace. She will soon know my
mind. I have written to her, and begged her to send her reply to New
York, where, if my reckoning does not fail, I shall arrive about the
middle of June. By it I shall be able to judge to what fortune I am to
look forward.
"You have so lately passed your own anxieties, that you will easily
appreciate mine. I can wish for them nothing more than that they may
find as happy an issue; and I will take it as an earnest of the
intentions of destiny towards me that it has just brought together my
two best friends."
CHAPTER LXXIII.
Joy never feasts so high
As when his first course is of misery.--_Suckling_.
Again the Jersey heights rose on the eye of Morton, and the woods and
villas of Staten Island. Again the broad breast of New York harbor
opened before him, sparkling in the June sun; the rugged front of the
Castle, and the tapering spire of Trinity. He bethought him of his
last return, and its unforgotten blackness threw its shadow across his
mind. He turned, doubting and tremulous, towards the future; but here
his horizon brightened as with the sunrise, shooting to the zenith its
shafts of tranquil light.
Meanwhile, the telegraph had darted to Boston a notice that the
approaching steamer had been signalled off the coast. Meredith took
the night train to meet his friend; but, arriving, he learned that
Morton was already on shore. Driving from one hotel to another, he
found, at length, the latter's resting-place.
"Shall I take up your name, sir?"
"No, show me his room; I will go myself."
He knocked at the door. There was no answer. He knocked again, and a
voice replied suddenly, like that of a man roused from a revery.
He entered; and at the next moment, Morton grasped his hand.
"You have found yourself again," said Meredith; "you have grown back
again to your old look."
Morton's eye glistened.
"I think I know the handwriting of that letter. Miss Leslie's,--I will
call her so still--it is hers, is it not?"
"Yes."
"She writes, I trust, what you hoped to hear."
"All that I hoped, and much more."
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