“But whoever wants to enjoy must take life gaily in the sense of the
ancient world; he dare not hesitate to enjoy at the expense of others;
he must never feel pity; he must be ready to harness others to his
carriage or his plough as though they were animals. He must know how to
make slaves of men who feel and would enjoy as he does, and use them
for his service and pleasure without remorse. It is not his affair
whether they like it, or whether they go to rack and ruin. He must
always remember this, that if they had him in their power, as he has
them they would act in exactly the same way, and he would have to pay
for their pleasure with his sweat and blood and soul. That was the
world of the ancients: pleasure and cruelty, liberty and slavery went
hand in hand. People who want to live like the gods of Olympus must of
necessity have slaves whom they can toss into their fish-ponds, and
gladiators who will do battle, the while they banquet, and they must
not mind if by chance a bit of blood bespatters them.”
Her words brought back my complete self-possession.
“Unloosen me!” I exclaimed angrily.
“Aren’t you my slave, my property?” replied Wanda. “Do you want me to
show you the agreement?”
“Untie me!” I threatened, “otherwise—” I tugged at the ropes.
“Can he tear himself free?” she asked. “He has threatened to kill me.”
“Be entirely at ease,” said the Greek, testing my fetters.
“I shall call for help,” I began again.
“No one will hear you,” replied Wanda, “and no one will hinder me from
abusing your most sacred emotions or playing a frivolous game with
you.” she continued, repeating with satanic mockery phrases from my
letter to her.
“Do you think I am at this moment merely cruel and merciless, or am I
also about to become cheap? What? Do you still love me, or do you
already hate and despise me? Here is the whip—” She handed it to the
Greek who quickly stepped closer.
“Don’t you dare!” I exclaimed, trembling with indignation, “I won’t
permit it—”
“Oh, because I don’t wear furs,” the Greek replied with an ironical
smile, and he took his short sable from the bed.
“You are adorable,” exclaimed Wanda, kissing him, and helping him into
his furs.
“May I really whip him?” he asked.
“Do with him what you please,” replied Wanda.
“Beast!” I exclaimed, utterly revolted.
The Greek fixed his cold tigerish look upon me and tried out the whip.
His muscles swelled when he drew back his arms, and made the whip hiss
through the air. I was bound like Marsyas while Apollo was getting
ready to flay me.
My look wandered about the room and remained fixed on the ceiling,
where Samson, lying at Delilah’s feet, was about to have his eyes put
out by the Philistines. The picture at that moment seemed to me like a
symbol, an eternal parable of passion and lust, of the love of man for
woman. “Each one of us in the end is a Samson,” I thought, “and
ultimately for better or worse is betrayed by the woman he loves,
whether he wears an ordinary coat or sables.”
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