So Miss Entwhistle at the other end was defeated, and having done her
best and not succeeded she decided to remain quiescent, at any rate
till the morning. Quiescent and uncritical. She wouldn't worry; she
wouldn't criticise; she would merely think of Everard in those terms
of amiability which were natural to her.
But while she was waiting for the call in the cold hall there had been a
moment when her fixed benevolence did a little loosen. Chesterton,
seeing that she shivered, had suggested the library for waiting in,
where she said there was a fire, but Miss Entwhistle preferred to be
cold in the hall than warm in the library; and standing in that bleak
place she saw a line of firelight beneath a door, which she then knew
must be the library. Accordingly she then also knew that Lucy's bedroom
was exactly above the library, for looking up she could see its door
from where she stood; so that it was out of that window.... Her
benevolence for a moment did become unsteady. He let the child sleep
there, he made the child sleep there....
She soon, however, had herself in hand again. Lucy didn't mind, so why
should she? Lucy was asleep there at that moment, with a look of
complete content on her face. But there was one thing Miss Entwhistle
decided she would do: Lucy shouldn't wake up by any chance in the night
and find herself in that room alone,--window or no window, she would
sleep there with her.
This was a really heroic decision, and only love for Lucy made it
possible. Apart from the window and what she believed had happened at
it, apart from the way that poor thing's face in the photograph haunted
her, there was the feeling that it wasn't Lucy's bedroom at all but
Everard's. It was oddly disagreeable to Miss Entwhistle to spend the
night, for instance, with Wemyss's sponge. She debated in the spare-room
when she was getting ready for bed--a small room on the other side of
the house, with a nice high window-sill--whether she wouldn't keep her
clothes on. At least then she would feel more strange, at least she
would feel less at home. But how tiring. At her age, if she sat up all
night--and in her clothes no lying down could be comfortable--she would
be the merest rag next morning, and quite unable to cope on the
telephone with Everard. And she really must take out her hairpins; she
couldn't sleep a wink with them all pressing on her head. Yet the
familiarity of being in that room among the neckties without her
hairpins.... She hesitated, and argued, and all the while she was slowly
taking out her hairpins and taking off her clothes.
At the last moment, when she was in her nightgown and her hair was
neatly plaited and she was looking the goodest of tidy little women, her
courage failed her. No, she couldn't go. She would stay where she was,
and ring and ask that nice housemaid to sleep with Mrs. Wemyss in case
she wanted anything in the night.
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