Snatching her hair out of her eyes, she looked about for the bell and
reached up to it and pulled it violently. What she had done was
terrible. She must get in at once, face the parlourmaid's astonishment,
run to Everard. She couldn't imagine his thoughts. Where did he suppose
she was? He must be searching the house for her. He would be dreadfully
upset. Why didn't the parlourmaid come? Was she changing her dress too?
No--she had waited at lunch all ready in her black afternoon clothes.
Then why didn't she come?
Lucy pulled the bell again and again, at last keeping it down, using up
its electricity as squanderously as Wemyss had used it upstairs. She was
wet to the skin by this time, and you wouldn't have recognised her
pretty hair, all dark now and sticking together in lank strands.
Everard--why, of course--Everard had only spoken like that out of
fear--fear and love. The window--of course he would be terrified lest
she too, trying to shut that fatal window, that great heavy fatal
window, should slip.... Oh, of course, of course--how could she have
misunderstood--in moments of danger, of dreadful anxiety for one's
heart's beloved, one did speak sharply, one did rap out commands. It was
because he loved her so _much_.... Oh, how lunatic of her to have
misunderstood!
At last she heard some one coming, and she let go of the bell and braced
herself to meet the astonished gaze of the parlourmaid with as much
dignity as was possible in one who only too well knew she must be
looking like a drowning cat, but the footsteps grew heavy as they got
nearer, and it was Wemyss who, after pulling back the bolts, opened the
door.
'Oh Everard!' Lucy exclaimed, running in, pursued to the last by the
pelting rain, 'I'm so glad it's you--oh I'm so sorry I----'
Her voice died away; she had seen his face.
He stooped to bolt the lower bolt.
'Don't be angry, darling Everard,' she whispered, laying her arm on his
stooping shoulder.
Having finished with the bolt Wemyss straightened himself, and then,
putting up his hand to the arm still round his shoulder, he removed it.
'You'll make my coat wet,' he said; and walked away to the library door
and went in and shut it.
For a moment she stood where he had left her, collecting her scattered
senses; then she went after him. Wet or not wet, soaked and dripping as
she was, ridiculous scarecrow with her clinging clothes, her lank hair,
she must go after him, must instantly get the horror of misunderstanding
straight, tell him how she had meant only to help over that window, tell
him how she had thought he was saying dreadful things to her when he was
really only afraid for her safety, tell him how silly she had been,
silly, silly, not to have followed his thoughts quicker, tell him he
must forgive her, be patient with her, help her, because she loved him
so much and she knew--oh, she knew--how much he loved her....
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