"Do you mean to say that you will take the child back again--back to
that squalid home--yes, for such it is, Vesty--that you will deprive
him of all that might be, and give him up to a fisherman's wretched
life and dreary fate?"
"Will you make a better man of him in the world than his father was?"
said Vesty simply.
"You know that I worship Gurdon Rafe's memory," cried Mrs. Garrison,
with adroit heat. "What do you think would please him best for his
wife and child--misery and cold with an old man who could have a better
home among his own kin, had he not to make the effort to support
you--or happiness and warmth and love, and a great sphere of
usefulness, happiness, and education for his child?"
"You see," said Vesty, on the plain Basin path, "in trying to get those
things we might miss the only--the greatest--thing, that Gurdon had.
I'd rather my boy should learn to have that, and miss all the others."
"O my dear! you shall teach your child, you shall be always with him.
I have some things to remember and regret, Vesty. I promise you
solemnly--and I do not break my word--I will not interfere. You shall
teach and guide your child as you will."
Notely was awake and calling.
"Go to him," said Mrs. Garrison, excitement in her eyes; "he will
explain to you, my child." There was a tenderness, a hope, a
voluptuousness of sweet earthly things in her manner toward the poor
girl now, which all her life Vesty had missed.
Heart and flesh were weary, and Notely, who had been the light of her
life once, looked up at her with that weight of sorrow, so much darker
and heavier than her own; so much heavier because it was dark.
"Help me to bear it!" he said.
She understood all; she laid her head beside him, sobbing.
"Vesty, you know the doctors say that I shall live; but--now that I am
sane again, I do not know why I should wish to live."
She put her hand on his. Alas! in spite of reckless wandering and
tragedy, and forsaken faith and duty, the touch only thrilled him with
his own dreams as of old.
"Listen, Vesty!--just as you used to be my little woman and reason with
me. Ugh! how weak I am! I'm not worth saving. It is of little
consequence, truly; but, such as it is, it all lies with you. Some
time, Vesty--I am speaking of what must be some time, dearest; and
remember, it is often done in the world, among those who are highest
and richest and socially recognized--well, it is a familiar thing: as
soon as it can be well arranged--and that soon, now--my wife and I
shall be divorced. We have both wished it, we are unhappy together, it
is a wrong for us to live together. She has been untrue enough to me,
as I to her, but let that pass; such things are not for your ears to
hear, only you need have no qualms. Grace will be more congenially
wedded within two months after we are parted.
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