Her hands, that had once given so freely, would be held out no more to
receive. Never again would she have to suffer humble uncertainty for
the gifts of food and raiment. The body, no longer needing food, was
itself become as raiment, cast off....
Her feet, that had forever fallen away from the ranks of those who in
aged misery still flitted through the wintry streets of Vienna seeking
their midday meal of charity ... the Mariahilferstrasse, endless, the
Alserstrasse separated from the Hoher Markt by so many wide, open
places, the narrow, crowded Kaerntnerstrasse and all those other
streets that had sounded a last time to her diminished step....
Irma would never again give her the thin part of the soup, and never
again would she watch to see that her sister-in-law drew back the
curtains of the alcove. Alcove! Ildefonse Stacher, born von Berg, in
the name of Principalities and Powers, in the name of the Cherubim and
Seraphim, was about to take possession of her whole heavenly mansion,
her very own from all time unto all time, and big and beautiful.
* * * * *
Fanny not only buried her aunt decently, but splendidly as such things
in such times were rated. A Requiem Mass was sung at the Capuchin
Church. Expensive wreaths were ordered in the name of each niece for
which Fanny herself paid; (except for Mizzi's, Mizzi got the bill,
unjustly, she considered, and she ran into the office and said some
horrible things to Hermann when it came)....
They were but more tokens of Fanny, those many flowers, Fanny
inescapably, confusingly beneficent to the end. Wet with the dew of the
Church's blessing, they almost concealed Tante Ilde's coffin, as to the
sound of those sable horses over the cobbly streets she was carried to
her grave ... at last to be alone behind the heaviest door known to
mortals....
As they drove back, each was saying in one or another tone, "what a
pity," that Tante Ilde couldn't have been there to enjoy it in her
fine, gentle way, and that if they had known she was going to die so
soon they would have arranged differently. They had spoken of Baden,
too, and of childhood things. They had mourned, yes, but their
mourning, as would have been any cheer, was after their several and
varying natures.
Anna had not gone to Fanny's to see her aunt laid out. No, indeed! She
and Hermine went only to the church and cemetery, as likewise did four
of Kaethe's children and Irma and her boys. Hermine had been all eyes
for her veiled, but still discernibly lovely aunt, whose crisp, deep
black stood out cypress-like against the greyer, cheaper hues of the
other mourning figures, and she had been pleasantly conscious of a sort
of pricking interest in some one in her very own family who, by all
accounts, would go straight to Hell when she died.
Ferry had wept over-much for his strength and years, but Resl in her
high, true voice had sung "In Paradise, In Paradise" about the house
for days.
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