Finally neurasthenia, on the track of so many, claimed him for its
own. He developed a bad case of agoraphobia--could scarcely ever go
through open spaces without a discomfort that amounted at times to
agony, and Vienna seemed full of wide, open places. He would creep
along walls, close to houses and doors, but when it came to crossing
the street, unless, indeed, it were full of vehicles his eyes would
sink and darken, his nostrils get blue and pinched. It was but one
of various things,--that intolerably stupid going back and touching
objects a second even a third time on his bad days, that continual
putting on and taking off his coat when he was dressing, sometimes he
was hours getting into his clothes, and other equally asinine matters.
He still went to his office, across the hall,--but a one-armed,
neurasthenic doctor! Half the patients who came needed something done
that could only be done with two hands. His clientèle dwindled till
mostly the poor alone came. To them he was an angel of mercy. But they
made another complication. Mizzie hated the poor in any form, even the
new poor, who had once been rich and whom she had envied in the old
days, and when the quite thin pity engendered by his futile return had
evaporated, she was constantly reproaching him for having a clientèle
to whom he couldn't or wouldn't send bills. Hermann's life became a new
kind of hell from which there seemed to be no more escape than from
the final place of punishment. But for all Mizzi's unpleasant conjugal
traits she was, as we have indicated, a woman of ability. She stepped
out, on his return, when her practical sense showed her that the family
fortunes in Hermann's hand would inevitably go from bad to worse, to
retrieve them; and she did.
She boldly opened a lingerie shop, and with her good taste, her
industry, her heartlessness and her voice soft as honey to customers,
she soon began to do quite well. Fanny had advanced the necessary loan
and sent her the first customers who brought others in their train.
She developed an unsuspected talent for selling. Naturally impatient
she was accommodating to the last degree in her shop. She took back
things that had been paid for and returned the money with a smile. She
exchanged things, she adjusted things. She could always be counted
on to have extra sizes for the dark, stout, often bearded ladies who
patronized her in increasing numbers. They generally had the most
elemental of underwear, thick, machine-made garments, with machine-made
lace and terrible pink bows; some had none at all.
Mizzi initiated them into the pleasant mysteries of transparent
"dessous," real lace-trimmed and beribboned in delicate shades. And
they had money. "Jesus, Marie, Joseph!" Mizzi would often exclaim,
"what money! Great wads of it!"
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