The man,--what decency could be left in that fight for food, for
existence?--took it out of Frau Stacher's unresisting hand. A murmur
went up from those watching the unseemly operation. But the shop-keeper
only shrugged his shoulders, muttered something about the "pig" war,
the still piggier peace, and the stout woman, hastily paying for it,
departed to unmistakable allusions to "pig profiteers." That was the
kind of world gentle Frau Stacher was living in. It would have been a
frightening experience for her, but she, too, was armoured in that grim
determination to get food. The great city's fight was for food, not
against the enemy at the gates, but for the food that was at the gates,
and shoulder to shoulder in serried lines, they fought for it against
each other. She, Frau Stacher, once "rentier" in Baden, was fighting
for it. She was lucky to have got even the rice. Leaving the shop
she espied on the street corner a small fruit stand. Some shrivelled
apples, so evidently grown in the four winds, were being offered in
little piles of five, by a raw-boned peasant woman, whose hands were
wrapped under her small, three-cornered grey shawl, while she stamped
from foot to foot.
Frau Stacher remembered longingly the beautiful Tirolese fruit that had
filled the Vienna markets in the days of plenty. Corinne had lately
had a letter from the adopted daughter Jella, married to her tall,
blue-eyed, yellow-haired, square-headed Tiroler, now Italian, saying
that the fruit that autumn had lain rotting on the ground. There was no
way of getting it over the frontiers, those invisible but none-the-less
impregnable walls that had been suddenly built up around Vienna, north,
south, east and west. Fruit and grain, sugar and fats could not pass
over them nor get through them.
Now those little apples, even on that raw day, had a strange
fascination for Frau Stacher, out of all proportion to their merits.
They certainly resembled in no way the full, rosy-cheeked specimens she
had been wont to pass out to visiting nieces and nephews and into which
white teeth would promptly, juicily crunch, but they were a reminder, a
symbol of them. She longed foolishly once more to see white teeth dig
into apples. She bought hesitatingly a little pile, obviously she had
lost her nerve about shopping for food since it had become a matter of
life or death; in the old days she had been a lavish provider.... Not
much more than a mouthful in each apple, and certainly they wouldn't
be nourishing, but Frau Stacher was of a sentimental nature, and the
pale, innocent eye she turned upon the fruit grew bluer, softer in
expression. The woman, saving her crumpled bits of newspaper, dropped
the apples into the string bag and quickly put her hands, swollen with
chilblains, again under her shawl.
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