Whenever Frau Stacher entered that room she was confronted by a quite
flashy portrait of her mother in the Winterhalter style. It had been
sent to Kaethe's for safe-keeping and now hung frameless on the
wall. A dealer at the time she sold her furniture had offered her a
surprising and unrefusable price for the frame. The young face that
looked out at the aging daughter, though like her in many ways, had
a point of competent malice in the wide, blue eyes, that was neither
in her daughter's eyes nor in her heart. Sometimes, too, from under
that broad, floppy, rose-trimmed hat with the long, pink streamers she
seemed to look reproachfully, severely at her daughter,--leaving her
elegant prettiness thus unset in so cold a world. Frau Stacher had
never felt easy about selling that frame, and she sometimes had useless
little night thoughts, or equally useless morning thoughts of getting
another. But it had been hanging just like that since she gave up the
house in Baden, near an enlarged photograph, (whose pressed wood frame
picked out with gilt no one had wanted) of the departed Commercial
Advisor. She would gladly have been unfaithful to the memory of her
husband, now become exceedingly hazy anyway, and replaced his image
by that of her mother. But her mother's portrait was square, and his
photograph unprophetically had been taken in oblong form. Things were
like that now. Nothing fitted....
Kaethe got up a moment after her aunt had greeted her and laid the
sleeping baby in a battered crib in the next room, filled with beds
of all sizes and sorts. _That_ child was nourished. She would have
felt quite exhausted herself, but for the thought of the dinner
Tante Ilde had brought. She was still a handsome woman, in the early
thirties,--even treading up that Calvary to which every road she knew
now lead her, those seven roads of anguish for her seven children and
for Leo whom she adored. Once, not indeed so long before, she had been
softly, sweetly alight with a kindly inner warmth, that flamed easily,
attractively in her face, in those sparkling eyes, in those bright
cheeks, hanging about that wide, red-lipped mouth with its irregular
white teeth. And then those quick, generous, outward gestures! Now
that soft fire was banked and her movements were often listless. But as
she stood by the kitchen table, she became animated even gay, because
of that natural gift which neither time, nor wars, nor miseries could
quite destroy, and clapped her hands, as her aunt had known she would,
and talked about the great feast they were going to have. The water
was boiling and bubbling forecasting near, delicious moments and Tante
Ilde had begun to grate the cheese which was sending up its sharp,
appetizing odor.
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