His mother made another cup of milk for him and soaked one of his
"Keks" in it; he had taken a tiny mouthful, then again leaned his
head heavily against her breast and seemed to go to sleep. She got up
gently and bearing him into the other room laid him on a cot near the
rosebud Anny's crib. So dear he was to her as she laid him down, that
her heart seemed to come out of her breast in a great beat of love. The
only color in his face was those violet eyes, which now were veiled so
thinly by his transparent lids, that standing back from his bed, she
thought for an instant they had opened, and that he was looking at her.
But he lay so still that in anguish she bent over him to see if the
breath were really fluttering from his waxy lips....
When she got back into the living room that look, mask-like, antique,
of mother-fear still lay upon her face.
Tante Ilde softly rose from the table and stood by her without a word.
"It will be all right in a moment," Kaethe said looking up at her
gratefully. "It is silly, of course, to be so frightened," and she
kissed the thin hand that hung over her shoulder.
A moment later there was heard the well-loved sound of the latch key,
but somewhat slow, uncertain even. Lilli ran quickly to open the door.
Her father was not, as she expected, alone. A miserable little girl of
five or six was clinging to his hand, a pale, anxious child that the
wintry monster Life had been grimacing at and frightening terribly.
Professor Eberhardt gave his wife one look, but he knew his Kaethe, and
it was a look of confidence rather than anxiety that he bent upon her
as he stood in the doorway,--a tall, once very handsome man, who had
been mangled by the War, then stamped on by the Peace till he had lost
all semblance to his former imposing self. His grey eyes were sunken
into deep pits on either side of his thin, pinched nose. The blond
beard and moustache had had the yellow taken out of them by the early
grey of his griefs and anxieties. But as he stood there, his shabby
overcoat buttoned up to his chin, some brightness lay about his face;
it seemed for the moment quite filled out.
"I met Koellner coming back," he said to his wife, and then he bent
gently over the child, "This is his dear, good little girl come to make
the children a visit."
Something rose up in Kaethe admonishing her to defend her own. Another
child! no, no, no.... But turn that frightened, shivering mite away? It
was equally impossible to the elastic kindness of her heart.
It was a situation that in the end beings like the Eberhardts meet in
but one way. When that which they have not has been taken from them,
they find that they have still something left that they must give.
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