Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
Madame Beck knew this woman’s character perfectly well. She once talked
to me about her, with an odd mixture of discrimination, indifference,
and antipathy. I asked why she kept her in the establishment. She
answered plainly, “because it suited her interest to do so;” and
pointed out a fact I had already noticed, namely, that Mademoiselle St.
Pierre possessed, in an almost unique degree, the power of keeping
order amongst her undisciplined ranks of scholars. A certain petrifying
influence accompanied and surrounded her: without passion, noise, or
violence, she held them in check as a breezeless frost-air might still
a brawling stream. She was of little use as far as communication of
knowledge went, but for strict surveillance and maintenance of rules
she was invaluable. “Je sais bien qu’elle n’a pas de principes, ni,
peut-être, de moeurs,” admitted Madame frankly; but added with
philosophy, “son maintien en classe est toujours convenable et rempli
même d’une certaine dignité: c’est tout ce qu’il faut. Ni les élèves ni
les parents ne regardent plus loin; ni, par conséquent, moi non plus.”
A strange, frolicsome, noisy little world was this school: great pains
were taken to hide chains with flowers: a subtle essence of Romanism
pervaded every arrangement: large sensual indulgence (so to speak) was
permitted by way of counterpoise to jealous spiritual restraint. Each
mind was being reared in slavery; but, to prevent reflection from
dwelling on this fact, every pretext for physical recreation was seized
and made the most of. There, as elsewhere, the CHURCH strove to bring
up her children robust in body, feeble in soul, fat, ruddy, hale,
joyous, ignorant, unthinking, unquestioning. “Eat, drink, and live!”
she says. “Look after your bodies; leave your souls to me. I hold their
cure—guide their course: I guarantee their final fate.” A bargain, in
which every true Catholic deems himself a gainer. Lucifer just offers
the same terms: “All this power will I give thee, and the glory of it;
for that is delivered unto me, and to whomsoever I will I give it. If
thou, therefore, wilt worship me, all shall be thine!”
About this time—in the ripest glow of summer—Madame Beck’s house became
as merry a place as a school could well be. All day long the broad
folding-doors and the two-leaved casements stood wide open: settled
sunshine seemed naturalized in the atmosphere; clouds were far off,
sailing away beyond sea, resting, no doubt, round islands such as
England—that dear land of mists—but withdrawn wholly from the drier
continent. We lived far more in the garden than under a roof: classes
were held, and meals partaken of, in the “grand berceau.” Moreover,
there was a note of holiday preparation, which almost turned freedom
into licence. The autumnal long vacation was but two months distant;
but before that, a great day—an important ceremony—none other than the
fête of Madame—awaited celebration.
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