Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
Following Madame Beck’s fête, with its three preceding weeks of
relaxation, its brief twelve hours’ burst of hilarity and dissipation,
and its one subsequent day of utter languor, came a period of reaction;
two months of real application, of close, hard study. These two months,
being the last of the “année scolaire,” were indeed the only genuine
working months in the year. To them was procrastinated—into them
concentrated, alike by professors, mistresses, and pupils—the main
burden of preparation for the examinations preceding the distribution
of prizes. Candidates for rewards had then to work in good earnest;
masters and teachers had to set their shoulders to the wheel, to urge
on the backward, and diligently aid and train the more promising. A
showy demonstration—a telling exhibition—must be got up for public
view, and all means were fair to this end.
I scarcely noted how the other teachers went to work; I had my own
business to mind; and _my_ task was not the least onerous, being to
imbue some ninety sets of brains with a due tincture of what they
considered a most complicated and difficult science, that of the
English language; and to drill ninety tongues in what, for them, was an
almost impossible pronunciation—the lisping and hissing dentals of the
Isles.
The examination-day arrived. Awful day! Prepared for with anxious care,
dressed for with silent despatch—nothing vaporous or fluttering now—no
white gauze or azure streamers; the grave, close, compact was the order
of the toilette. It seemed to me that I was this day, especially
doomed—the main burden and trial falling on me alone of all the female
teachers. The others were not expected to examine in the studies they
taught; the professor of literature, M. Paul, taking upon himself this
duty. He, this school autocrat, gathered all and sundry reins into the
hollow of his one hand; he irefully rejected any colleague; he would
not have help. Madame herself, who evidently rather wished to undertake
the examination in geography—her favourite study, which she taught
well—was forced to succumb, and be subordinate to her despotic
kinsman’s direction. The whole staff of instructors, male and female,
he set aside, and stood on the examiner’s estrade alone. It irked him
that he was forced to make one exception to this rule. He could not
manage English: he was obliged to leave that branch of education in the
English teacher’s hands; which he did, not without a flash of naïve
jealousy.
A constant crusade against the “amour-propre” of every human being but
himself, was the crotchet of this able, but fiery and grasping little
man. He had a strong relish for public representation in his own
person, but an extreme abhorrence of the like display in any other. He
quelled, he kept down when he could; and when he could not, he fumed
like a bottled storm.
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