Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
“What feeling I had on that occasion, Monsieur—and pardon me, if I say,
you immensely exaggerate both its quality and quantity—was quite
abstract. I did not care for the vaudeville. I hated the part you
assigned me. I had not the slightest sympathy with the audience below
the stage. They are good people, doubtless, but do I know them? Are
they anything to me? Can I care for being brought before their view
again to-morrow? Will the examination be anything but a task to me—a
task I wish well over?”
“Shall I take it out of your hands?”
“With all my heart; if you do not fear failure.”
“But I should fail. I only know three phrases of English, and a few
words: par exemple, de sonn, de mone, de stare—est-ce bien dit? My
opinion is that it would be better to give up the thing altogether: to
have no English examination, eh?”
“If Madame consents, I consent.”
“Heartily?”
“Very heartily.”
He smoked his cigar in silence. He turned suddenly.
“Donnez-moi la main,” said he, and the spite and jealousy melted out of
his face, and a generous kindliness shone there instead.
“Come, we will not be rivals, we will be friends,” he pursued. “The
examination shall take place, and I will choose a good moment; and
instead of vexing and hindering, as I felt half-inclined ten minutes
ago—for I have my malevolent moods: I always had from childhood—I will
aid you sincerely. After all, you are solitary and a stranger, and have
your way to make and your bread to earn; it may be well that you should
become known. We will be friends: do you agree?”
“Out of my heart, Monsieur. I am glad of a friend. I like that better
than a triumph.”
“Pauvrette!” said he, and turned away and left the alley.
The examination passed over well; M. Paul was as good as his word, and
did his best to make my part easy. The next day came the distribution
of prizes; that also passed; the school broke up; the pupils went home,
and now began the long vacation.
That vacation! Shall I ever forget it? I think not. Madame Beck went,
the first day of the holidays, to join her children at the sea-side;
all the three teachers had parents or friends with whom they took
refuge; every professor quitted the city; some went to Paris, some to
Boue-Marine; M. Paul set forth on a pilgrimage to Rome; the house was
left quite empty, but for me, a servant, and a poor deformed and
imbecile pupil, a sort of crétin, whom her stepmother in a distant
province would not allow to return home.
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