Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
“You have, then, a weak heart! You lack courage; and, perhaps, charity.
Yours are not the qualities which might constitute a Sister of Mercy.”
[He was a religious little man, in his way: the self-denying and
self-sacrificing part of the Catholic religion commanded the homage of
his soul.]
“I don’t know, indeed: I took as good care of her as I could; but when
her aunt came to fetch her away, it was a great relief.”
“Ah! you are an egotist. There are women who have nursed hospitals-full
of similar unfortunates. You could not do that?”
“Could Monsieur do it himself?”
“Women who are worthy the name ought infinitely to surpass; our coarse,
fallible, self-indulgent sex, in the power to perform such duties.”
“I washed her, I kept her clean, I fed her, I tried to amuse her; but
she made mouths at me instead of speaking.”
“You think you did great things?”
“No; but as great as I _could_ do.”
“Then limited are your powers, for in tending one idiot you fell sick.”
“Not with that, Monsieur; I had a nervous fever: my mind was ill.”
“Vraiment! Vous valez peu de chose. You are not cast in an heroic
mould; your courage will not avail to sustain you in solitude; it
merely gives you the temerity to gaze with sang-froid at pictures of
Cleopatra.”
It would have been easy to show anger at the teasing, hostile tone of
the little man. I had never been angry with him yet, however, and had
no present disposition to begin.
“Cleopatra!” I repeated, quietly. “Monsieur, too, has been looking at
Cleopatra; what does he think of her?”
“Cela ne vaut rien,” he responded. “Une femme superbe—une taille
d’impératrice, des formes de Junon, mais une personne dont je ne
voudrais ni pour femme, ni pour fille, ni pour sœur. Aussi vous ne
jeterez plus un seul coup d’oeil de sa côté.”
“But I have looked at her a great many times while Monsieur has been
talking: I can see her quite well from this corner.”
“Turn to the wall and study your four pictures of a woman’s life.”
“Excuse me, M. Paul; they are too hideous: but if you admire them,
allow me to vacate my seat and leave you to their contemplation.”
“Mademoiselle,” he said, grimacing a half-smile, or what he intended
for a smile, though it was but a grim and hurried manifestation. “You
nurslings of Protestantism astonish me. You unguarded Englishwomen walk
calmly amidst red-hot ploughshares and escape burning. I believe, if
some of you were thrown into Nebuchadnezzar’s hottest furnace you would
issue forth untraversed by the smell of fire.”
“Will Monsieur have the goodness to move an inch to one side?”
“How! At what are you gazing now? You are not recognising an
acquaintance amongst that group of jeunes gens?”
“I think so—Yes, I see there a person I know.”
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