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When I re-entered the schoolroom, behold M. Paul raging like a
pestilence! Some pupil had not spoken audibly or distinctly enough to
suit his ear and taste, and now she and others were weeping, and he was
raving from his estrade, almost livid. Curious to mention, as I
appeared, he fell on me.
“Was I the mistress of these girls? Did I profess to teach them the
conduct befitting ladies?—and did I permit and, he doubted not,
encourage them to strangle their mother-tongue in their throats, to
mince and mash it between their teeth, as if they had some base cause
to be ashamed of the words they uttered? Was this modesty? He knew
better. It was a vile pseudo sentiment—the offspring or the forerunner
of evil. Rather than submit to this mopping and mowing, this mincing
and grimacing, this, grinding of a noble tongue, this general
affectation and sickening stubbornness of the pupils of the first
class, he would throw them up for a set of insupportable petites
maîtresses, and confine himself to teaching the ABC to the babies of
the third division.”
What could I say to all this? Really nothing; and I hoped he would
allow me to be silent. The storm recommenced.
“Every answer to his queries was then refused? It seemed to be
considered in _that_ place—that conceited boudoir of a first classe,
with its pretentious book-cases, its green-baized desks, its rubbish of
flower-stands, its trash of framed pictures and maps, and its foreign
surveillante, forsooth!—it seemed to be the fashion to think _there_
that the Professor of Literature was not worthy of a reply! These were
new ideas; imported, he did not doubt, straight from ‘la Grande
Bretagne:’ they savoured of island insolence and arrogance.”
Lull the second—the girls, not one of whom was ever known to weep a
tear for the rebukes of any other master, now all melting like
snow-statues before the intemperate heat of M. Emanuel: I not yet much
shaken, sitting down, and venturing to resume my work.
Something—either in my continued silence or in the movement of my hand,
stitching—transported M. Emanuel beyond the last boundary of patience;
he actually sprang from his estrade. The stove stood near my desk, he
attacked it; the little iron door was nearly dashed from its hinges,
the fuel was made to fly.
“Est-ce que vous avez l’intention de m’insulter?” said he to me, in a
low, furious voice, as he thus outraged, under pretence of arranging
the fire.
It was time to soothe him a little if possible.
“Mais, Monsieur,” said I, “I would not insult you for the world. I
remember too well that you once said we should be friends.”
I did not intend my voice to falter, but it did: more, I think, through
the agitation of late delight than in any spasm of present fear. Still
there certainly was something in M. Paul’s anger—a kind of passion of
emotion—that specially tended to draw tears. I was not unhappy, nor
much afraid, yet I wept.
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