Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
In the very extremity of want, I had recourse again, and yet again, to
the little packet in the case—the five letters. How splendid that month
seemed whose skies had beheld the rising of these five stars! It was
always at night I visited them, and not daring to ask every evening for
a candle in the kitchen, I bought a wax taper and matches to light it,
and at the study-hour stole up to the dormitory and feasted on my crust
from the Barmecide’s loaf. It did not nourish me: I pined on it, and
got as thin as a shadow: otherwise I was not ill.
Reading there somewhat late one evening, and feeling that the power to
read was leaving me—for the letters from incessant perusal were losing
all sap and significance: my gold was withering to leaves before my
eyes, and I was sorrowing over the disillusion—suddenly a quick
tripping foot ran up the stairs. I knew Ginevra Fanshawe’s step: she
had dined in town that afternoon; she was now returned, and would come
here to replace her shawl, &c. in the wardrobe.
Yes: in she came, dressed in bright silk, with her shawl falling from
her shoulders, and her curls, half-uncurled in the damp of night,
drooping careless and heavy upon her neck. I had hardly time to
recasket my treasures and lock them up when she was at my side her
humour seemed none of the best.
“It has been a stupid evening: they are stupid people,” she began.
“Who? Mrs. Cholmondeley? I thought you always found her house
charming?”
“I have not been to Mrs. Cholmondeley’s.”
“Indeed! Have you made new acquaintance?”
“My uncle de Bassompierre is come.”
“Your uncle de Bassompierre! Are you not glad?—I thought he was a
favourite.”
“You thought wrong: the man is odious; I hate him.”
“Because he is a foreigner? or for what other reason of equal weight?”
“He is not a foreigner. The man is English enough, goodness knows; and
had an English name till three or four years ago; but his mother was a
foreigner, a de Bassompierre, and some of her family are dead and have
left him estates, a title, and this name: he is quite a great man now.”
“Do you hate him for that reason?”
“Don’t I know what mamma says about him? He is not my own uncle, but
married mamma’s sister. Mamma detests him; she says he killed aunt
Ginevra with unkindness: he looks like a bear. Such a dismal evening!”
she went on. “I’ll go no more to his big hotel. Fancy me walking into a
room alone, and a great man fifty years old coming forwards, and after
a few minutes’ conversation actually turning his back upon me, and then
abruptly going out of the room. Such odd ways! I daresay his conscience
smote him, for they all say at home I am the picture of aunt Ginevra.
Mamma often declares the likeness is quite ridiculous.”
“Were you the only visitor?”
“The only visitor? Yes; then there was missy, my cousin: little
spoiled, pampered thing.”
“M. de Bassompierre has a daughter?”
“Yes, yes: don’t tease one with questions. Oh, dear! I am so tired.”
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