Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
“It makes me almost cry to look so far back,” said she: “but as to
being sorry, or sentimental, don’t think it: on the contrary, I am
quite pleased and glad.”
Interested, yet altogether at fault, I knew not what to say. At last I
stammered, “I think I never met you till that night, some weeks ago,
when you were hurt…?”
She smiled. “You have forgotten then that I have sat on your knee, been
lifted in your arms, even shared your pillow? You no longer remember
the night when I came crying, like a naughty little child as I was, to
your bedside, and you took me in. You have no memory for the comfort
and protection by which you soothed an acute distress? Go back to
Bretton. Remember Mr. Home.”
At last I saw it all. “And you are little Polly?”
“I am Paulina Mary Home de Bassompierre.”
How time can change! Little Polly wore in her pale, small features, her
fairy symmetry, her varying expression, a certain promise of interest
and grace; but Paulina Mary was become beautiful—not with the beauty
that strikes the eye like a rose—orbed, ruddy, and replete; not with
the plump, and pink, and flaxen attributes of her blond cousin Ginevra;
but her seventeen years had brought her a refined and tender charm
which did not lie in complexion, though hers was fair and clear; nor in
outline, though her features were sweet, and her limbs perfectly
turned; but, I think, rather in a subdued glow from the soul outward.
This was not an opaque vase, of material however costly, but a lamp
chastely lucent, guarding from extinction, yet not hiding from worship,
a flame vital and vestal. In speaking of her attractions, I would not
exaggerate language; but, indeed, they seemed to me very real and
engaging. What though all was on a small scale, it was the perfume
which gave this white violet distinction, and made it superior to the
broadest camelia—the fullest dahlia that ever bloomed.
“Ah! and you remember the old time at Bretton?”
“Better,” said she, “better, perhaps, than you. I remember it with
minute distinctness: not only the time, but the days of the time, and
the hours of the days.”
“You must have forgotten some things?”
“Very little, I imagine.”
“You were then a little creature of quick feelings: you must, long ere
this, have outgrown the impressions with which joy and grief, affection
and bereavement, stamped your mind ten years ago.”
“You think I have forgotten whom I liked, and in what degree I liked
them when a child?”
“The sharpness must be gone—the point, the poignancy—the deep imprint
must be softened away and effaced?”
“I have a good memory for those days.”
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