Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
I lifted my eyes: his face, instead of being irate, lowering, and
furrowed, was overflowing with the smile, coloured with the bloom I had
seen brightening it that evening at the Hotel Crécy. He was not
angry—not even grieved. For the real injury he showed himself full of
clemency; under the real provocation, patient as a saint. This event,
which seemed so untoward—which I thought had ruined at once my chance
of successful persuasion—proved my best help. Difficult of management
so long as I had done him no harm, he became graciously pliant as soon
as I stood in his presence a conscious and contrite offender.
Still gently railing at me as “une forte femme—une Anglaise
terrible—une petite casse-tout”—he declared that he dared not but obey
one who had given such an instance of her dangerous prowess; it was
absolutely like the “grand Empereur smashing the vase to inspire
dismay.” So, at last, crowning himself with his bonnet-grec, and taking
his ruined “lunettes” from my hand with a clasp of kind pardon and
encouragement, he made his bow, and went off to the Athénée in
first-rate humour and spirits.
After all this amiability, the reader will be sorry for my sake to hear
that I was quarrelling with M. Paul again before night; yet so it was,
and I could not help it.
It was his occasional custom—and a very laudable, acceptable custom,
too—to arrive of an evening, always à l’improviste, unannounced, burst
in on the silent hour of study, establish a sudden despotism over us
and our occupations, cause books to be put away, work-bags to be
brought out, and, drawing forth a single thick volume, or a handful of
pamphlets, substitute for the besotted “lecture pieuse,” drawled by a
sleepy pupil, some tragedy made grand by grand reading, ardent by fiery
action—some drama, whereof, for my part, I rarely studied the intrinsic
merit; for M. Emanuel made it a vessel for an outpouring, and filled it
with his native verve and passion like a cup with a vital brewage. Or
else he would flash through our conventual darkness a reflex of a
brighter world, show us a glimpse of the current literature of the day,
read us passages from some enchanting tale, or the last witty
feuilleton which had awakened laughter in the saloons of Paris; taking
care always to expunge, with the severest hand, whether from tragedy,
melodrama, tale, or essay, whatever passage, phrase, or word, could be
deemed unsuited to an audience of “jeunes filles.” I noticed more than
once, that where retrenchment without substitute would have left
unmeaning vacancy, or introduced weakness, he could, and did, improvise
whole paragraphs, no less vigorous than irreproachable; the
dialogue—the description—he engrafted was often far better than that he
pruned away.
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