Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
Awhile I listened to the lullaby of bees humming in the berceau, and
watched, through the glass door and the tender, lightly-strewn spring
foliage, Madame Beck and a gay party of friends, whom she had
entertained that day at dinner after morning mass, walking in the
centre-alley under orchard boughs dressed at this season in blossom,
and wearing a colouring as pure and warm as mountain-snow at sun-rise.
My principal attraction towards this group of guests lay, I remember,
in one figure—that of a handsome young girl whom I had seen before as a
visitor at Madame Beck’s, and of whom I had been vaguely told that she
was a “filleule,” or god-daughter, of M. Emanuel’s, and that between
her mother, or aunt, or some other female relation of hers, and the
Professor, had existed of old a special friendship. M. Paul was not of
the holiday band to-day, but I had seen this young girl with him ere
now, and as far as distant observation could enable me to judge, she
seemed to enjoy him with the frank ease of a ward with an indulgent
guardian. I had seen her run up to him, put her arm through his, and
hang upon him. Once, when she did so, a curious sensation had struck
through me—a disagreeable anticipatory sensation—one of the family of
presentiments, I suppose—but I refused to analyze or dwell upon it.
While watching this girl, Mademoiselle Sauveur by name, and following
the gleam of her bright silk robe (she was always richly dressed, for
she was said to be wealthy) through the flowers and the glancing leaves
of tender emerald, my eyes became dazzled—they closed; my lassitude,
the warmth of the day, the hum of bees and birds, all lulled me, and at
last I slept.
Two hours stole over me. Ere I woke, the sun had declined out of sight
behind the towering houses, the garden and the room were grey, bees had
gone homeward, and the flowers were closing; the party of guests, too,
had vanished; each alley was void.
On waking, I felt much at ease—not chill, as I ought to have been after
sitting so still for at least two hours; my cheek and arms were not
benumbed by pressure against the hard desk. No wonder. Instead of the
bare wood on which I had laid them, I found a thick shawl, carefully
folded, substituted for support, and another shawl (both taken from the
corridor where such things hung) wrapped warmly round me.
Who had done this? Who was my friend? Which of the teachers? Which of
the pupils? None, except St. Pierre, was inimical to me; but which of
them had the art, the thought, the habit, of benefiting thus tenderly?
Which of them had a step so quiet, a hand so gentle, but I should have
heard or felt her, if she had approached or touched me in a day-sleep?
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