Autobiographical fiction; British -- Belgium -- Fiction; Brussels (Belgium) -- Fiction; Love stories; Women teachers -- Fiction
“Not always their fault. Some of them were good endeavouring people. I
am not endeavouring, nor actively good, yet God has caused me to grow
in sun, due moisture, and safe protection, sheltered, fostered, taught,
by my dear father; and now—now—another comes. Graham loves me.”
For some minutes we both paused on this climax.
“Does your father know?” I inquired, in a low voice.
“Graham spoke with deep respect of papa, but implied that he dared not
approach that quarter as yet; he must first prove his worth: he added
that he must have some light respecting myself and my own feelings ere
he ventured to risk a step in the matter elsewhere.”
“How did you reply?”
“I replied briefly, but I did not repulse him. Yet I almost trembled
for fear of making the answer too cordial: Graham’s tastes are so
fastidious. I wrote it three times—chastening and subduing the phrases
at every rescript; at last, having confected it till it seemed to me to
resemble a morsel of ice flavoured with ever so slight a zest of fruit
or sugar, I ventured to seal and despatch it.”
“Excellent, Paulina! Your instinct is fine; you understand Dr.
Bretton.”
“But how must I manage about papa? There I am still in pain.”
“Do not manage at all. Wait now. Only maintain no further
correspondence till your father knows all, and gives his sanction.”
“Will he ever give it?”
“Time will show. Wait.”
“Dr. Bretton wrote one other letter, deeply grateful for my calm, brief
note; but I anticipated your advice, by saying, that while my
sentiments continued the same, I could not, without my father’s
knowledge, write again.”
“You acted as you ought to have done; so Dr. Bretton will feel: it will
increase his pride in you, his love for you, if either be capable of
increase. Paulina, that gentle hoar-frost of yours, surrounding so much
pure, fine flame, is a priceless privilege of nature.”
“You see I feel Graham’s disposition,” said she. “I feel that no
delicacy can be too exquisite for his treatment.”
“It is perfectly proved that you comprehend him, and then—whatever Dr.
Bretton’s disposition, were he one who expected to be more nearly
met—you would still act truthfully, openly, tenderly, with your
father.”
“Lucy, I trust I shall thus act always. Oh, it will be pain to wake
papa from his dream, and tell him I am no more a little girl!”
“Be in no hurry to do so, Paulina. Leave the revelation to Time and
your kind Fate. I also have noticed the gentleness of her cares for
you: doubt not she will benignantly order the circumstances, and fitly
appoint the hour. Yes: I have thought over your life just as you have
yourself thought it over; I have made comparisons like those to which
you adverted. We know not the future, but the past has been propitious.
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